Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Crystal Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise

Do you ever wonder about Crystal Children traits?
Do you wonder if your child with Autism is a Crystal child?
You will find yourself searching the web.. Finding many websites listing their characteristics or traits of Crystal Children .  The most famous characteristics and traits are their Hypnotic Crystal eyes. The Crystal children have intense eyes when their vibration, When  fully ascended and Born on the Golden Ray, the Sixth dimension of  Conscious. Crystal children  can master the power of their Mysterious Crystal eyes.  Those Crystal Eyes more can do far than, gaze into souls.

The Crystal Eye Gaze
 One ability of their Crystal Eyes is to first make eye contact ,then Through those eyes, they can check out a new persons vibration entering their world, through those eyes they can adjust how much protective light they need to Protect their  Crystal Aura. Crystal Children always need to protect themselves and their Aura.

Mrs.Pearl Is Phoenix's CHOSEN ONE.
Those Crystal Eyes are to be used for sending powerful amounts of love, to a CHOSEN ONE,  with just simply looking into their Crystal Eyes.  Having experienced my Phoenix's eye contact, exchanging our love. That loving energy was so soul lifting, heavenly, even......
my Crystal only chooses to share his Eyes and Love with very few Chosen people. Phoenix only chooses people who love him unconditionally, both his great days, and those Dark days in Return for his Genuine honest Crystal Love.

Crystal Children  with Autism can express many emotions from a glance of their Crystal Eyes, without saying a word.   and Those Crystal Eyes may have a significant role in a Crystal Child 'ability for telepathy.
Just note those Crystal Eyes have a greater purpose than just looking mysterious, and Crystal gazing into People's Souls.

Phoenix's First Use of His Crystal Eyes..
When the big  day finally came, and Phoenix was born. His birth was difficult. Phoenix , never cried.when he gasped his first breath on Earth.  I was freaking out.  Can you imagine listening to a silent room after your baby is born???? Phoenix more than made up for being silent and not crying.first , he was taken and completed his health check.
 he was healthy, the no crying thing is an odd birth. Finally, the nurses brought us a swaddled brand new Phoenix. With Brand New Wide Open Eyes. I told the nurse his father will hold him first. After all , I've known Phoenix in my dreams forever.And His Father must hold him first.
As soon as Phoenix is placed in his father's arms, my brand new baby boy,  Looks up into his Father's eyes, with his Giant Black saucer eyes.Thats Correct.
 Black Eyes.. With those Wide Crystal Eyes  gazing in the eyes of his father for the first time.  I had never witnessed Black wide open eyes on a Brand new baby before .just gazing into the eyes of his father.. while my son and husband looked into each other eyes for the first time. Time  Stopped.  I quickly sensed I was not my husband 's most loved soul in the universe anymore. Within minutes of Phoenix being born., Phoenix was using His Crystal Eyes. the crystal  gaze


Just note those Crystal Eyes have a greater purpose than just looking mysterious, and Crystal gazing into People's Souls. I will post more on those Crystal Eyes later.


  Now, use Google images and search for Crystal Children Eyes. Go ahead and take a peek Crystal  Children Eyes are a mystery, not for us to understand. In your search, Did you notice most all the Crystal Children have blue eyes??? Not ordinary blue eyes. Blue eyes belonging to incredible higher beings. At first glance of a Crystal child with blue eyes , you literally may need take a pause for a minute.
 A Blue Eyed Crystal child can not make an entrance anywhere without those

Crystal blue Crystal eyes saying hello to everyone. They cant hid.
Now, looking through the Crystal children eyes, how many of those Crystal Eyes were Brown?
 Not many.
I always thought to myself , Why would Crystal Children only have Blue Eyes..The Gods wouldn't choose only Blue Eyed Parents for these  Star Children to be born to..

Crystal  Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise.

If you had a miracle , of  learning of the Crystal Children.
AND then you think to yourself, my child has all these Crystal Children characteristics and traits.
Could it be????
 My Child could be crystal ?
Everything makes sense about your child finally...
But,, My Child has just average Brown Eyes????
and you're stuck just wondering about the possibility of it all ?
From just Life with Phoenix, I have seen many different Crystals . Always a Crystal with Blue Eyes though..
 Always A Blue Eyed Crystal blasting indescribable Light through their Magnificent  Eyes.  Crystal children born with blue eyes  can't hid their eyes from the world. It really helps to answer questions about lack of  Eye contact in Autism. Blue Eyed Crystal Children with Autism would need to shield their eyes. Making forced eye contact could be painful for them.

The Light that you Shine through your Brown Crystal Eyes can't be seen.

If your a mom, and you have a child with autism, and you have been searching for more answers.  And Searching for More answers about Crystal Children.  Searching because of those Brown Eyes.
Crystal Children with Brown Eyes are here.
And if for some miracle,
you the reader ,
 were searching today and found this blog post.
Still wondering about your Brown eyed Crystal child? You found my blog post for a reason.
Hooray! You have your answer.
Your search for answers lead you to this Blog Post for a reason. You have a Crystal Brown!!
Phoenix has Brown Eyes! Phoenix is a Crystal Child.
 There is no doubt.
 A Brown eyed Crystal.
A Crystal Child that has Mastered his Crystal Eyes.
Phoenix knew he needed his eyes covered before I did.
All Crystal Children need to wear sunglasses to shield their Crystal Eyes.
From my many observations of different Crystal Children.
Unlike The Crystal Blues,
The Crystal Browns are rare.
Unbelievable.
Not only that. Crystal Browns can choose to be a Crystal child in Disguise.
Not even the Best of the Best of the spiritual light workers could detect them.  Phoenix has the ability to hid with the power of his Crystal Eyes.  Crystal Browns can turn their  Crystal vibration ,so, low , and undetectable.  But, when the moment  comes, A Crystal Brown,and Their Chosen One in the Universe will show their Crystal Vibration.
The CHOSEN ONE  is spiritually connected to the Crystal Child, and very likely to be an Elder Indigo. and also a Light Worker.
When the spiritual Connection is made,  Then  their vibration slowly starts , to start shining light , now they can be seen, because they choose to be.
Yoga can benefit both Crystal Brown and Crystal Blues,
But a Crystal Brown needs daily Yoga therpy . Yoga helps to slowly align their  chakras, and  helps with Tuning up their Vibration..
 Yoga is therapy for any child on the Autism Spectrum.
 But Crystal Children with Autism,need Yoga as much as they need water and air.
I've witnessed with my own eyes,  Yoga can Heal, even the Crystal Children locked safely away.
Phoenix hides his Crystal Aura. He always has.
Most Crystal Children can be detected in seconds from a light workers glance. Even the most famous gifted  of the Light workers couldn't detect Phoenix.
 Never within a glance.
And every Crystal Brown , I've ever had the miracle of meeting.
all their Crystal Aura's were vibrating low. I often had to meet the child and think and think , and it came to me later."  OMG that was a Crystal Child with Brown eyes."
Crystal Blue's are Everywhere, I can Detect Blues with Little Effort.
But, 

I have encountered a few Crystal Children with Brown Eyes.

Crystal Brown's....   A Crystal Child with Brown Eyes..  Clues...

Those Crystal Brown's eyes can turn very dark and  become reflective Black Mirrors .

You can see them adjusting their Pupils of their eyes. their Pupils appear to take over the entire Iris. Making the Eye  Appear Black, a Dark endless Portal.

If you get a chance to experience a Crystal gaze with a Crystal Child with Brown eyes, you will be able to see yourself reflecting back in those Crystal Eyes.  Just like a reflection in a mirror. You see yourself in their Eyes.
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Crystal Browns often reflect sparkling STARS in their eyes.
 Seeing stars in Crystal Children's eyes are a gift from the heavens.
 Stars in Crystal Children's eyes can be captured in certain photographs.
If your lucky enough to push your camera phone button at the correct moment.
and without a Flash.



MRS. Pearl. A CHOSEN ONE. An Indigo
Mrs Pearl guides these Crystals With Yoga, and yoga every day, their Crystal vibration starts to become detectable. Growing even more comfortable with their Crystal Vibration within their human body.
with Mrs. Pearl's Love, Yoga, Patience, trust.  Leads to Comfort .
 
And By the Will Of the Gods,a Crystal Child joining in Yoga, who is born on the Golden Ray..
 A Crystal Child Born on the Golden Ray is called a Golden Crystal.
A Golden crystal carries  a Crystal-Golden Aura
That Crystal Child born on the Golden Ray, can help lift a hidden Crystal Brown's vibration. Healing their Vibration, enhancing their  Vibration, and spiritually guide them through adjusting to their Vibration by the use of their Aura
 But , this Crystal Child, ( you know who he is? lol)
 who just happened to be a Golden Crystal, by Birth,,    looks like a Child with Autism. No Bells or whistle about him.  and He's even a Brat sometimes..
 But, He needed Daily yoga Therapy With Mrs. Pearl more than you can imagine,  to Learn to  Stay Calm through Yoga. before Yoga. Meltdowns and rage were Atomic...
 this Golden Crystal also needed to find his Crystal friends to help him heal .
To Heal  from being alone for so long..
 His First Friends of his entire life.
Even though he has a Golden-Aura. He needed his barely vibrating Crystal Brown Friends, more than they needed him.
that  Golden Crystal became a   golden Beacon ,asking for Crystal Friends, to  please  Come out.

And very slowly,
those Crystal children with Brown Eyes. the Crystal Browns. 
One by One,
They  would make their appearance.
Finding Each Other.
 Becoming Friends.  Yes!! Friends!!
Friendships. and someone whose is just like them.
Happy Crystal Children playing,learning and growing together, being friends..
But, the best part, These Crystal Children no matter their Aura Color ,Crystal eye Color, the strength in vibration.
Crystal Children Need All their Crystal Friends.



During Mrs. Pearl's guided yoga ,
 the crystal children are together ,
as Friends.
Doing their Yoga poses together. Calming each other first. Encouraging each other.. calming themselves, and then all together, relaxing  their Crystal Aura, in comfort together.
Those Crystal Children lift each other Up when their together!!!
And when their Crystal Auras are lifted Up together,
For a moment,
Their at peace with their Whole Crystal Selves.

Using Yoga as a Crystal Group's  purpose of working their vibration together.  , in spirit and on earth.
 Crystal Browns TOGETHER,can Show their True selves to Each other, without Fear. 
A Crystal Child with Brown Eyes!!


























Sunday, April 2, 2017

Crystal Children With Autism , The Yoga, The Healers

As an Autism Mom. if your child has Autism.Give yoga a try . that's right.
Kids inclusive Yoga.
A special needs Yoga class for children with Autism.
I have a whole new Sense of wonderment with Yoga .
I had the chance to be an eye witness of the advances Phoenix has made this school year with Yoga.
Mrs. Pearl is the one person who reached Phoenix.
Mrs Pearl with her daily Yoga time.
At school.Three times a Day Yoga.
Imagine seven special needs children, on their very own yoga mats, in a circle
Calming and Soothing themselves three times a day with
Mrs.Pearl.
Yoga is exceptional in calming and Soothing children on the Autism spectrum.
Calming their Sensory needs.
 But the yoga must be consistent, everyday.
Mrs.Pearl is connecting with her students. Unlike any other teacher, I've encountered.
With yoga, Crystal Children and Autism can find themselves.
And feel good in their own skin, for the first time.
When Autistic Crystal Children feel good in their own skin,
Miracles Happen.
Their body and soul feel like they can finally co habitat together.
I watched Two beautiful Crystal Children with Autism, start to feel better.
I watched Two Crystal Children, calming sensory overload with Yoga.
Mrs.Pearl guiding her students to be calm with Yoga.
"I am Calm"
"I am Brave"
"I am Smart"
But, something else was happening through Mrs.Pearl yoga.
As the Crystals became little Yogi's together.
Together the Crystals practicing their Yoga poses.
I watched the Crystal children healing themselves together as they go through Yoga.


A famous Author known for her books and seminars on Crystal Children.
I cant really mention the Author's name. But, A quick internet search, can give you clues to her name.
I have read from her books about Crystal children's God given ability of healing people.
Healing An ailment of another person ,
one after another
Crystal after Crystal healing the  Sick,
 Ailment after Ailment. Healed.
Laying hands on a relative that is bed ridden. HEALED
And God Bless them for their healing abilities, and the life's they have changed

The Crystal Healers
Phoenix attends a kids inclusion yoga class on Sundays.
And when I wait on the steps, waiting for class to end,I could sense the incredible healing energy through the room
And it made me think. And think
Those crystals are here to help each other Heal.
Each Crystal carry  their own vibration, their own energy.
In yoga that vibration energy is transformed .
With healing energy
One Crystal to another.
Maybe, Crystals are here to heal the sick.
But, in thinking in a Brand New way.
The Crystal Children with Autism can heal each other through, yoga. Yoga Reaching deep in the soul with beautiful healing love.
 the Crystal Children with Autism ,Together,  slowly, slowly,slowly heal their needs. Whatever their needs are.
 With Yoga.
Mrs Pearl's Yoga.












Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Their Weapons are their Crystal Eyes

My Phoenix's eyes have always been light sensitive  , it seems.  As far back AS I remember, as soon as Phoenix could grab a pair sunglasses and could get  the Sunglasses on his face he was wearing them.
Sunglasses as Daily wear are a Must for my Crystal Child.  As an Autism mom, its hard to figure out what in the world a toddler with zero speech, needs to feel better.
Autism Crystal Children have an overload of sensory happening.


If you could quite One sensory, to help make your Crystal Child with Autism Feel better in Their Own Skin.  Try a pair of sunglasses.
All crystal Children on a Much Higher Vibration than us typical people.
My Crystal baby was blinded when he went into Walmart.
I always thought, it was the Hum of the Lights, or maybe the brightness of the Florescent Lights.
That was putting him into sensory overload, which leads to a Meltdown.
It was rough going when we have Baby/Toddler crystal children with autism.

 The telepathy between parents and children can come in to play, but when your Autistic crystal child are a baby through the Toddler stage, you as the parent are going through a transformation Right along side your Crystal Baby, trying to figure out this earthly place.. So, Us parents could miss somethings, and that's ok. Its Okay! I promise.

For Some strange Reason, Since , Phoenix was a Brand New Baby, he has attracted attention.
Rather, the attention was positive or the attention negative.  A typical Person notices  him within moments of him entering a room.  Now, that's  he is 10 old, he makes it a point to let everyone know, Im Here! But, he never has to say a Word. and with Autism,  Phoenix, just would not talk, unless I remind him.
You dont even realize that Phoenix has sucked you in until its to late.
But, When all eyes are On you at Once, and sporadically as you make your way through a walmart or
even Now, we are talking a 10 year old in elementary school.
All the Children Know Phoenix's name.
"What's Up Phoenix?"
How He does this, Maybe I"ll think on it, if that tells you anything.


Phoenix has to cover his Crystal Eyes with sunglasses.
Extra dark black sunglasses.
When he figured out, Sunglasses are amazing,
His life Changed, One of his Sensorys calmed.
Its never going change for Phoenix, All their Eyes will be curious.
Who knows where the Curious Eyes come from.
Phoenix feels better, no matter where he his, with his sunglasses on.
if we are at a restaurant, glasses on,  grocery shopping sunglasses, school sunglasses.
Phoenix didnt want to make eye to eye contact with .Typical people
When Phoenix makes Eye Contact with you,
His eyes can Pierce you.
With Light and Dark Arrows.
When He was a Baby/toddler he didnt really have a Handle on , All those eyes.
The Sunglasses covered His Crystal Eyes.
Cover those Crystal Eyes.

Now, Phoenix, can pull His sunglasses down , and Show his Crystal eyes.
Only when he decides.
He Uses his Crystal eyes as a weapon. Look Away. Enough!
Phoenix can also Give Great Love with his Crystal Eyes if you have been chosen, and he lowers his sunglasses for you.

When you study characteristics of Crystal children, they're so shiny with bunny like energy.
Some Crystal Children ooze their light energy.
And they are so kind and loving
Not knowing and just wanting to be themselves, the crystals need to learn how to Protect themselves.
Protection in form of a weapon, is their Crystal Eyes!
Those Crystal Eyes need to be covered.
Some children with Autism, may not be able to keep the glasses on their face. Sensory sensory are everyday.
But, you can only hope and try a new idea.
Crystal Children might benefit more from sunglasses.


I would like to note. In your internet searches, I"m sure you've seen  Lots of Crystal children with Bright Blue eyes. and Maybe your Crystal has Blue Eyes.
The Crystal Children with Brown eyes Exists.




















Saturday, March 25, 2017

The Pearl Of My World

I have always been a huge Fan of Royalty, the lineage.  The line to the Throne.
Since, I was a little girl. I was four years old.  I imagined and Pretended to be King Tut's wife.  I wasnt playing with Barbie.  I was pretending to be Tutankamun's wife. Ankhesenamun.  Since I was just a child, I never could comprehend her name. I just wanted to be her.  Strange I know, but we are not talking your ordinary child. I remember playing in clover patches as a child and making flower crowns out of the flowers in the clover patch. opening and splitting the end of each flower, with a hole, for the next flower, to complete a circle, My Crown! A Queen!
Shockingly, In my Adult life , I always knew my Granny is a Hylton.  the Hylton's with a Y. I always refer to them. my blood lineage is From HOUSE Hylton of England.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hylton_Castle
NO, Not and kings or Queens, or anything remarkable, but Remarkable.
you can trace my Family back to 895–939 AD
I dont know many people who can trace their lineage that far back, but here I am.
Enjoying Royal History,  I love the Tudor story. Its remarkable from Henry VII to Elizabeth I
But, Henry VIII
He was so Bad but so Good.
I loved the fact that Henry VIII couldn't divorce his First wife Catherine of Aragon.
He was desperate for a male heir. the Pressure to have a Male child throughout  History is astonishing. But Survival of your  Royal house depends on the Male Heir.
House Tudor
And Bless Catherine, her only living child was Princess Mary, later Lady Mary. A GIRL
But, the Pope said Nope, no divorce.
So, Henry VIII  broke from the Pope , and Catholicism. and created the Protestant church.
Just because he needed a Male heir, Anne Boylen was Anne Boylen
And Anne Boylen is mother to Elizabeth I
I swear i cry in every version of her Story when Anne  is beheaded.
But, back to Henry VIII.  He Loved his daughter Princess Mary, so much.
Henry VIII had a hard time expressing his Love for Mary.
But,  He said this was Heard Over and Over
"Mary Is the Pearl of MY  World."
Myself being the Lover of Pearls. I own so many Pearl Strands, Earrings, Rings, different colors shapes, and Colors. PEARLS!! I love the feel of a cold strand placed round my neck during the warm months of the Year. I call it Pearl Season..

 I have always wanted to express my deep love for Phoenix, My Crystal Baby, Now Grown to 10 wonderful years on Earth..  I love you, just never felt enough.
Phoenix still has limited language communication.  I still have to remind him to use HIS WORDS, after all this time..  He just would rather not. lol
But, it came to me..
The Pearl of my WORLD!! so, I taught him,  and we worked on it everyday this past Summer.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
Very slowly, and everyday, 10 times a day.
I would Point to him, and he knew Telepathically to say outloud !
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
it was wonderful to hear his words..
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
All last year i was worried, Phoenix was moving from Primary School to the local Elementary School
Autism Mothers, and Crystal Mothers, Know of the Fear of changing schools.
But, the Worst Fear is getting assigned a Teacher, that can not connect to your CRYSTAL Autistic Child.
If your Teacher cant reach your child, or doesnt understand your Crystal child with Autism.
It will be just a complete Waste!! a waste of time, TIME, that TIME thing, we cant waste a single moment of a YOUNG CRYSTAL WITH AUSTISM!! 
I was so worried a nearly had a nervous breakdown.
the last school year felt like a waste.
Phoenix got away with so much last year, just because he is Crystal, and he can manipulate you, by just looking at you..
But, the Teachers LOVED Phoenix.
At the End of the school year, one of the teachers that year had warned me that a really great teacher that would be incredible with Phoenix was leaving the Elementary school.
again,  Nervous Breakdown mode.  I could not Afford another LOST School year, With PHOENIX.
I was desperate, and Overwhelmed.

The Summer, was Mine and my Phoenix's time.
Everyday this was Our Ritual,
We garden. we grow flowers from seeds. we have a butterfly garden. and lots of Butterflies Hummingbirds stop by to Visit..
 and Of Course, while we are out with Nature
We work on the Art of Speech.

I could Just Point at him , and together we would say.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"

 The Summer was ending, and it was time for school again.
We went to Back to school Night and we were one of the First Parents there.
And that was a Miracle too.
Phoenix looked around his classroom, and instantly felt at home.
I watched him look at his new Teacher, He loved her instantly.
Love at First Sight for my Crystal.
And this Young Beautiful Teacher, didnt know it yet.
But, She loved him immediately too.
I knew My Phoenix would be at Home with his new Teacher.
Our new teacher was swept away by another parent.
The other Parent was Overwhelming to  Our new Teacher.
I could feel an uneasy feeling about that situation.
But, Phoenix was happy and he was at HOME.. FINALLY.

Phoenix Started school.  His teacher started each day with Yoga. And ended each Day with Yoga.
His new Young Beautiful teacher was reaching my Phoenix's spirit with the Power of Yoga.
My Phoenix was learning through the Power Of Yoga to feel good in his Own Skin.
The Human side in my Crystal Child
Crystal Children have a MUCH  Higher Vibration, Soul, than us Typical people.
I believe thats why All Crystals have Autism.
They dont feel good on this Earth. and in Human Form
They sink in deeply within themselves.
It takes that Special Teacher to Reach their human and spiritual side and Balance them.
Once the Autistic Crystal Child is balanced with themselves and their Higher Vibration,
they feel good in their skin, their BODY.
Then
Magic happens.
Speech Happens
Behaviors decrease,
Friendship with Peers are created
Patience happens
Education happens
All of this Things through Yoga, and that Young Beautiful Teacher.

That Teacher!!
Me and Phoenix didnt know,
But, we were praying everyday for this Miracle of a Teacher to enter our Lifes.
to make a Difference
This Young beautiful Teacher is the most important Spiritual, Earthly being I have encountered.
She made Miracle advances in my Phoenix, that no other teacher could have ever reached.
I have that beautiful bunny like Energy coming from Phoenix again,  But also,  He is So much more than a bunny Crystal.
This Teacher, a Gift to Us , from the Gods, made more sense of Phoenix's abilities to me, and she didnt even know how she was guiding me to where we are now.
Me and Phoenix Prayed For YOU!
We prayed All  summer.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
and She is
The Pearl of Our World!
She carries a sheer Pearl Rainbow color aura.

but that of the most beautiful pearl of the world.
In Future Post this Teacher will be known as
Ms. Pearl
THE PEARL OF OUR WORLD!!!!!























A Long Absense, And The God Trials

** WARNING THIS POST IN NOT FOR EVERYONE***
DO NOT SEND PRAYERS, OR ANYTHING, THIS IS MY LIFE
MY PATH

I am sorry about the absence.  Sometimes I just need to step back and look around and Walk my Own Path..  But I really don't know. last School year, Phoenix has had some intense moments with his Teachers.  Almost breaking a Teacher's Nose,  He has no control over his anger once that emotion is engaged.  My child is overwhelming strong..  After the hurting the teacher nose, He was so angry,  he started picking up chairs and throwing them around the class in Rage..  This Anger and Rage came from Phoenix completing a Goal and the Teacher taking him to his Next Goal completion  before receiving his reward for completion..
The teacher went to Hospital to get her nose checked, I felt terrible .. and wondered if the teacher felt afraid Phoenix .
I always warn all teachers to keep at arms distance, I knew of his strength,  but I never wanted him to hurt anyone.   My Phoenix went from this sweet loving child, and in one moment , He became an enraged Hulk. as soon as the anger faded, he was back with us, that sweet child again.
Every time I thought about it, I cried
I went through a period of depression after Phoenix showed his Anger, Rage and Power. That adrenaline thing he has.
My faith in My crystal was waning.  I've meet so many Crystals, with moving around with Phoenix's Dad's job, and relocating.. I've always seen different Crystal  Children on the Autism spectrum, with the beautiful bunny like energy.
My Phoenix was No Bunny!!   I knew he possessed a very high Vibration.  but with so much rage and anger in him,  he could not just be.
I decided to take a Long Absence from this crystal blog..

Walking MY Path
throughout my life, spirituality as been apart of me.
I started out as an enchanted child
I could always see energy colors at night, when it was dark, imagine static on your TV. Moving brilliantly fast through the darkness of your bedroom.
I always thought what I saw was normal. Until I spent the night over at a Friends.
her room was just black in Darkness.  It was strange and I was afraid..
Ive never lived in a house without some paranormal activity.
it was pretty much expected in my life.. If a ghost isn't in my new house, ghost usually find me.
I don't mind really.
I've always been sent Spiritual Trials from the Gods.
I learn my lessons from the Gods themselves.
No certifications,NO church, No Workshops, and mostly without reading.
Enlightenment just happens.
My last Trial has lasted over a year.
And One of my most Interesting Trials.
I was a Sent A Dark Energy Trial
It Pains me so much to talk about this God Trial.
And the most important Trial of my Life.
The Trial, began with a Recurring dreams, Of Course.
In my Recurring dream  a Dark Entity was chosen, and his duty was to come into my dreams and create nightmares.
This Dark Entity was of course A Demon. But We will just call him an Entity for today.
The Nightmares took place in Silence, except for my screams.
The Nightmares and the Entity were so powerful, that after I woke up from a nightmare , my bedroom in the dead of the night, was completely lite up . I could see my entire room..
I could see this dark entity showing himself in my bedroom doorway.

This Dark Entity took me to School.  Lol
Every Nightmare was different but equally terrifying
Often I would be dragged from the bed and just blasted with the Dark Energy. Like i was being suffocated .
Each evening could be an easy nightmare, or just horrific.
The entity was reaching parts of my soul, that I did not know existed.
The last Nightmare was the worst of All. The dark Entity decided he wanted me all to himself.. And that Dark entity was not going to give me up and wanted more of me than I could offer. And he took whatever he wanted anyway.
Ive always had spirits attracted to me. Spirits, ghosts, gnomes, Fairies, even Demons.
But this Entity was the most Powerful ever sent.
It was time for me to say goodbye to my Dark Entity.
another Night, another Nightmare.
But, this time, I heard a whisper , in my dream.  You can do this, you've always been able to .
The Entity started with his torment.
But with my strength , my spiritually abilities, and my power of Energy.
I had enough.  I forgot who I was for over a Year. I enjoyed being reminded.
The Gods reminded me of my Abilities on All sides of The Veil.

On Earth,
In the Light of Spiritual Energy,
and the ability to Hide in Darkness, and harness the Dark energy.
All at my Will!.

I was done with this God Trial.
The Dark entity entered my dreams one last time.
I hid in the Darkness of the Nightmare. This entity had just been awful to me.
 Imagine The Most terrifying Haunting thing, and this Entity Destroyed me with it
But, It was time I defeated him. I was Done with him in Anger. And in Defeat.

 In The Darkness of my nightmare, I created a deep  black hole of energy.
The Eternity thrived in the Darkness.  He loved what I created .
Sitting in the Darkness, loving my essence in the  Energy, melting with the dark energy
I in a moment, raised and absorbed the colorful bright energy from the Light Side.  I absorbed the Light energy through my feet and quickly moved the energy to my hands and then released the Light into the Darkness where the Entity was .
I wanted a Really good look at this thing.
The Dark Entity was so Overwhelmed with Light, he was disoriented and confused.  My spirit Aura grew Fives times over the Entity . I was an overwhelming Giant compared to the Entity,
The Gods must have not informed the entity of My Spiritual Connection within the Realms.
and My Spiritual Connection to the Gods themselves
The Gods wanted a Battle and a Trial for Me.
And a Battle  and Trial is  what they Received.
I was so Angry at At this Etenity
I wanted to Rip your Esscense From Your Existence. Bashing whats left of you to the ground
Over a year of Torment.


I took this Entity, This Dark Energy, and I just absorbed him deep within my Soul. I sucked him in so fast that this Entity had no chance of surviving the God Trial.
I stole From him what was he was Stealing from Me, Day after Day Nightmare after Nightmare.
I took Everything away from this entity.
EVERYTHING!
I felt my Whole Spirit Vibrate and My Spiritual Aura, Soul and Energy grew more Massive than what I ever imagined Possible.
The Dark Energy felt so Powerful, So Overwhelming, I felt the strength of a thousand men.  I wanted to live in the Dark Energy for Eternity.  But, I knew, I could not, and this was a God trial
I was so Angry at At this Etenity
I wanted to Rip yout Essence From Your Existence. Bashing whats left of you.
 But, I took a second
 The Dark Etenity  sent to me as a Trial,  The Entity Taught Me I can Not Destroy Apart of my Spiritual Self..
I had to Let him Go, The Entity, That tormented me, Tortured me, and did things to me, that I can not even Speak of.
 The Entity Knew I had Won the Trial.  and He was defeated.And my True Self was shown.
We Then said Our Good Byes One to another.
I then took My Golden place at the Stairs,  looking up to the Gods.

Another Day another Earthy Story
My Step Daughter came for a Visit. Bringing a new Boyfriend. My step Daughter's Boyfriend was interested in the Metaphysical universe. so, Of course my Step daughter explained to her Boyfriend I was, WELL, ME!!
Of course he was curious. So, For Some Unworldly explanation. I decided to show him the power of an  Energy Transfer.  I didnt know this guy..  But,  for some reason I needed to get to him.
My step Daughter was Happy.  But, This Guy was off. 24 years old no employment, no car, had nothing.. they had been together for 3 months. I was watching him literally suck the life from step daughter. as, she was paying for him and her.. and this guy had zero Class..  Not worthy of my Step Daughter..
in the beginning of our visit everything was going Well, with the Two of them.
The guy enjoyed conversations with me. about metaphysical things.  even the Dark.
She was so Happy
I took my step daughter shopping, and told her..  He needs to get a job and take care of the Princess you are.  Stand Up to him, get a job or get to stepping.
 and then this Guy showed his true self with anger towards my Step Daughter.
I knew this was going to be bad.
I knew I must get him Away from her.

When they left after the week, they were still still fighting.
When they made it home.
things went from Bad to Worse.
He tried to Choke her, and she was terrified for her cats, afraid he would kill him.
Then Fear came through me!
But, nobody, gets away with messing with what I love.. No one..
Then My Rage..
with my Rage comes Get Force.
My step daughter took him Out.  Like Out the Door.. Dragging him through her house, with great strength.
after everything calmed down , maybe weeks . my husband asked me, What did you DO??  What did you say to her when you went to shopping, because everything changed.
I thought about it.
Then I felt him. My entity. MY Entity.

then Another JUST Day
me and Husband have been married for 18 years.
Everyday isnt going to be sunshine and Roses.
we had a terrible terrible Fight.
My rage lasted an entire Week.
One night I was intensely Angry. Level 10++
Husband was in the spare room.
I realized how wonderful the Rage and Anger Felt.. It was so much more Powerful than the Light.
I decided to turn out the lights. Darkness
After all this could be a learning moment.
I felt the need to go to a corner of my room.
Still enjoying the Darkness.
Then,
I felt Him. My Entity!
He Came for a Visit..
After all I was so Dark at that moment.
I asked Him, Was that you?
He knew what I meant.
He nodded Yes.
Thank You!! Thank You! I replied to him.
I even bowed to him Once. to show him my gratitude.
Which I bow to no one.
But, He saved My Step Daughter!!
This Entity belongs to me. He works for ME.
But, Now, I know!
And I love Him.
God Trials !!

Now, I can go back to being a Crystal Mommy,
God Trials!!
I'm Me Again. Among the Universe
Phoenix, my Great Love.
Mommy had to take an absense for a reason..
But, Our growing did not Stop.
Our Growing and Spreading the Gospel Of Crystal will never End!!









































Friday, September 4, 2015

Innocence is Bliss

NO one can take his innocence away,  from the heart and soul of my crystal child.
I have a Great Aunt, that prays everyday that typical children will not hurt or make fun of Phoenix.  She always says that children can be mean and cruel to someone who isn't like they are.  and she is correct..
But, Phoenix has no idea if a child is making fun of him, or if they want to play with him.
He is so pure and innocent.  He doesn't have a mean bone in his body.
everyone who comes in contact with Phoenix, just receives the most kind and honest energy.
No one, No child can take his innocence away with their cruel words..  
Typical children can be monsters to different children, especially special children.
Why does God allow these devilish actions?
Autistic children are angels brought down from heaven, maybe that's why they are faced with devils.
When an Autistic child speaks, listen..  Life can be so hard, so difficult  for them.  When they choose to speak,  listen to the pure innocence.
In a world of Autism,  In a world of Heaven,  in their world of Hell..  Life with Autism is hard..  
A typical child with their cruel words can never take the Innocence of a crystal child.
There is no need to shelter your crystal child.
No one can take their innocence.



  



Saturday, July 25, 2015

soil, seeds, water,sun, and time

My little crystal loves to plant flower seeds..   and water the seeds, and to watch the seeds grow into flowers.  its his most favorite thing to do...   I know that every seed he plants,  he loves to feel the soil between his fingers.  he knows it takes time for the seed to sprout..     we go outside twice a day to check on his flowers.     I can see the joy in his eyes,  with every seed, all the soil,   his watering can...   and then there is time..  time to watch the seeds grow.. 
 If I had an acre of land,  he would have a flower in every corner,  every space..
the sun has been on our side,  as he doesn't exactly know what the suns purpose is..
I love everyday with him outside.
If I could make the summer last forever I would.  I save every memory every moment  of every warm day with my crystal..  someday, when we are lucky we have a rain shower.  and Phoenix is guaranteed to find the rainbow in all things...   Most of the time looking out our giant picture window.  he sits on top of the couch looking for a rainbow,,,,,,
for every seed he watches,  every seed that grows into a flower, becomes a Treasure to him.