Autism and the Crystal Baby

my baby angel was a wish  a dream that came true.  I prayed everyday for you my son..  my infertility was tormenting me everyday,  cursed.. ...

Autism,  Phoenix is a blessing, with Phoenix's growing age,  his melt downs have becoming fewer and fewer.  but, my gosh, when he has a...

Lately, as warmer weather approaches,  Phoenix takes his shoes off and tickles his toes in the green grass.  as the world turns and turns ag...

no one expected Autism.  what could I do?   is it to late to say I'm sorry???.      Your eyes  I get lost in,  are so big and bright..  ...

Our family has just completed our relocation  with my husband's work.  I was so depressed and full of anxiety leading up to the move.  I...

I dont know how many parents go through this with their Crystal children?  But my Autistic crystalline child refuses to eat meat.  every eve...

1-88 I cant believe out of all in the children in the world,  I was lucky enough for Phoenix to be chosen to be 1-88. 1-88 for Autism. Ch...

I find it ironic, just how many tales of Autism , Autism and super strength, that  I  have heard.  I never really thought about autism, stre...

How many times must I Repeat this. Some many people ask me I How felt, when  I received Phoenix's Autism diagnosis. most can not believ...

Phoenix has been going to his new Autism school.  I have even let him enjoy the school bus. My crystal baby is becoming a Crystal Child. I ...

what a couple of strange days we have had.  we had a powerful storm roll through the mountains leaving millions without power.  electricity....

can you tell me if this life is fair? I wish I knew. as everyday passes I feel more and more disconnected from  my family. maybe they thin...

I have not ever been truly scared in my entire life.  but, autism scares me.  i know i am not suppose to feel this way, but i do.  some days...

Phoenix has developed a new sensory issue.  teeth grinding.  if you have ever watched any of the Predator movies,  the Predator makes these ...

I am be confused, I have spent seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years, and centuries,  thinking about you. wondering about you.  some...

another season Ends another one begins. the little Phoenix is growing up so fast.  He is a Giant among his peers.in height, in strength. P...

its was past midnight and i could not go to sleep. that insomnia thing often takes hold of me. my life long problem of drifting to sleep....

some days I am at a dark spot of emptiness in my self, its winter time in the mountains you know.the dark time of the year. I am keep calli...

Phoenix has been enjoying his Early Childhood class. He has been so excited to get to school lately. he runs to his classroom every mornin...

very curious a crystal child is. anything new, they wish to observe, quietly, they stare. and sometimes they make a quick move. I went to pi...

Phoenix has been going to speech therapy once a week to his private speech therapist and twice a week with his school speech therapist. it s...

I have been thinking about this story for a while now. sometimes it takes me a while to get my thought on here. I am have been doing the bes...

The little crystal baby Phoenix is back in school. and i am back at my desk. wow, it feels great to have a clear mind. shew, Phoenix was a ...

Phoenix has consumed me this summer. day in and day out. Phoenix, Phoenix ,Phoenix. My son. I dont think you realize how much energy it t...

the summer blues are setting in. its hot in the mountains with not much to do. Phoenix is growing and learning faster and faster. he can wri...