another season Ends another one begins.
the little Phoenix is growing up so fast. He is a Giant among his peers.in height, in strength.
Phoenix has been accepted into Summer School at the Autism Center.
He needs to learn to Blend in with today's modern society, and at the Autism Center they will teach him these skills. these skills, in which the typicals are naturally born with.
I try to smile about Phoenix going to the Autism Center.
I know I am on my Own with this. Phoenix's father has a difficult time accepting Autism.
Its to Hard for him to handle, leaving me feeling alone with you.
its hard sometimes for me too. I just want Phoenix to feel normal. and feel...
the school system where we live give children test to enter into jk.
In Phoenix's first ever school test, the little fellow, tested into Junior Kindergarten.
But, because of his lacking of social skills, and lack of patience for anything, he will start school this fall at the Autism School. Autism is very difficult to wrap your mind around. I have encountered ten autistic children over the last couple years. Every one different.
Open your heart and mind to Autism, I always tell Phoenix's father. His father has a hard time with acceptance of Phoenix's Autism. I understand, he is not the only father to feel some sort of loss. the love of a father to a son is one of the greatest forces on Earth.
this love of a father to a son has ran deep since Ancient times. Since ancient times, from Pharaohs, to kings, to an everyday father wishing for his son to takeover the family business.. A father Always wishes for a Son.especially a first born Son.the desire to have a son is very strong.
Our reality is, Autism, just sneaks up on you.like a crushing hammer. the father already had dreams of his son, from school years, to military service, to becoming a contributing adult to society. Beginning with the Autism Diagnosis. All your dreams come crashing to the ground at that very moment of the autism diagnosis.
and the father is Left with Wonder??
he wonders if he will speak?
he wonders if I will ever hear my son say the words... I love you
he wonders if he graduate High School?
he wonders if my son will ever get married?
he wonders if he will have a friend?
it hurts for a while.
but then you realize the miracle, the miracle your son is here.
In a new Age and a new day dawning. Different but the same. the new crystal children are here.
Most in disguise..and some are Brave. blazing a trail.
you know, i often get a chance to wonder myself.
I wonder why most Autistic children have difficult time understanding conversation
I wonder when will people figure out that these Autistic Childen, are here for a reason, maybe we shouldnt try to make them blend in with Society.
I wonder why the sudden increase in Autism diagnosis. 1-55 Boys.
Imagine lining up 55 little boys in a row. and One of them will be diagnosed with Autism.
These children are here for a reason.
I wonder, are these Autistic Children real earth world mutations?
I wonder why Phoenix loves Hugging trees..
I wonder why Phoenix loves the rain
I wonder why Phoenix loves Shapes.
I wonder , how did he get so strong
I wonder why other Autistic children love me, one I met even calls me mama.