There's Always A Bigger Fish.. A Witch War

 A long time Ago Little Phoenix,  When Mommy was just a Young Witch,
There was A Witch War that was the Witch War that Legends are Born from....
In an Eastern North Carolina town, A small town that I've heard referred to As Witch Capital believe it or not..   There was a couple of Small Covens ...  When Special Coven Holidays Came,, we All became a Large Coven..  A Family..
Then One day a Newly Minted First Degree Witch Appeared,,  Mommy had met him previously,,  that First Degree Initiation brought Down the Veil of Ego upon him..
Ego, Power, and a dash Of Corruption is the Perfect  Recipe for A Witch War..
Lines in the Sand were Drawn..
And Only One Of Us Left with the Corrupt First Degree, a Third Degree High Priest.
The Corrupt First Degree continued With his Corruption,  Anything from Illegal Activities, to Slandering " The Elders"   One of those Elders, was Your Grandmother..
The Coven did try a Real world approach.  They Talked to a Lawyer for Help to Try to Stop the Slander.  It was that Bad ....  Imagine a group of Eight Witches sitting At the Long  Oval Table at the Lawyers Office..  Pentagrams, and Everything..  I know, Mommy was there, your Grandmother Had to Work that day, that Meant Mommy takes her Place..

After So much,,  Witches are Going To Do what Witches Are Going to Do..
One Evening I got A  quick Phone Call from your Grandmother,,  She told me the Coven is Meeting Tomorrow at 9pm .. BE THERE! and then I hear... Click...
Phoenix you know Mommy Does Not question your Grandmother,,  it was A Friday of no Particular Witch Day too..   but,,Of Course I'M there..
and Whatta Ya Know??!!!!
A Magickal Coven Ritual,  and It wasn't the Full Moon..
A Magickal Coven Ritual that was Magickal Warfare .
A Witch War is exactly how it Sounds,  Magick Warfare..  Magick used as A Weapon..

Something very odd Happened to me though,,  During the Coven Ritual,,  My Mouth Shut and I could not Open it..  Nope..  No words Could come from My Mouth..  You should  have seen the look on your Grandmother's Face as she looked at me during this Ritual.. She Was Not Happy with me, and it got worse when I tried to Explain what happened..  but, I knew that Was The Gods that Held my Mouth Shut.  I realized That was Not Good...  and This Witch War was Wrong,  and It didn't matter How Corrupt First Degree was... 

Magick is Magick ,,  and that Third Degree High Priest felt the Disturbance ,,  He Knew, He felt the Weaponized Magick , 
Well,  The Witches in the Coven,,  Made the Mistake that So Many Witches do,,  Even 30 Year Third Degree Witches Make this Mistake..
Phoenix,  Spells of Protection,  Amulets,  Even A Mountain Of Salt Surrounding Your House,,  That is  No Guarantee you Are Protected from  Evil directed at you ... ....

Always Remember  ,, 
There's Always A Bigger Fish!!!!
I Don't Care ,  If You are A Natural Born AKA Hereditary Witch,,  You can Be a Third Degree High Priest.. Even A Master in High Magick, Chaos ,  or the Golden Dawn..
There's Always A Bigger Fish!!  That's All It Takes is a Bigger Fish to Break Every Means Of Magickal Protection You Have....
If Anyone thinks That isn't True, And That You are Protected ,  That's Only Your Ego..
The Big Fish was the Third Degree High Priest...
The Following Three Months After,, Madness,,
Casualties ,,  Everyone in Involved ,   Magickal Weapons blowing Up in front of Everyone of us..  Some Small, Some Huge..

Corrupt First Degree Spent Some time in jail I heard,   The Ritual Worked for Sure..
but then the Ritual Reached the Coven...  a long term Couple Broke Up,  Personal Businesses went Bankrupt,,,  and The Last Bomb Was The Very Place The Witch War Began, And Ended..  The Home and the Land the Coven Gathered,,  The  very Place where the Magickal Coven Ritual that Weaponized Magick was done..  the Coven Elders Home was Foreclosed...  Total Coven  Annihilation...  Only Three Witches were Left Standing...
Your Grandmother of Course,  The Third Degree High Priest,  and Me....    I never Saw Any Of the Other Witches Again..  None of them,   they All Disappeared....  it was Strange. Vanished..

That Big Fish,,,
well,  Your Grandmother and the Third Degree High Priest  Made Peace..  and Out of the Ashes Wonderful things happened,,,  your Grandmother Organized Many Witch Pagan Gatherings,  and Attendance Grew,,
The Third Degree High Priest already had a Coven,  A Witch School, and A Church..  Now he has Many Covens and 5 Churches the Last time We talked..
So, Phoenix that Big Fish Will Knock At Your Door One day,,
But, Don't you Worry About that Big Fish ,

Odin Told Thor and Loki
" A Wise King Never Seeks Out War,,  But He Must Always Be Ready For It"
Your Much Older Brother Has a Very Important Birthday Coming Up..
On Your Brother's Birthday He Inherits Mommy's Book Of Shadows.  In the Book Contains that Magickal Ritual To turn Magick into A Weapon..  That Same Ritual...
Its been Almost 20 Years Since this Witch War,,  I have Never Found this Magickal Ritual,  Magick to Weapon Ritual in any Witchcraft , Wicca book...  Not Even In High Magick..  not even the Internet..
From Experience ,  There is a Good Reason why you Can Not Find the Ritual,,  Its Dangerous, and must be  Kept Out of the Wrong Hands..  Not All Magick has been Sold Out,,  Some Magick is still Highly Guarded and Kept Secret...

When the Witch War ended,,  I kept Your Older Brothers Out of the Public Pagan View..
That was My Way of Keeping them Safe ,  and Without Ego...
I  Left The Pagan and Witch Community years Ago..
Ego's Everywhere ,   Some Witches can Be the Worst..  And Mean...  Not All, but ...
Your Grandmother Has Also Retreated from the Public.. And the last I Checked,  The Third Degree High Priest Big Fish has also Withdrawn from Public View...
Maybe One Day we will Come Out into Public View Again...   Maybe...

We are, Who, WE Are. Light

Dedicated to First Born

What a Life I have.  One day I am Here, and then the Next day I am gone. We move somewhere else.  It can be a Lonely World..  I feel Like I have been on my Path of Enlightenment for to to long this Lifetime.  I just want to Find a Forever Home.  Feel the Still,  the Still in the World..  The Still of  the Universe.   I am not fearful of much,,  except, pulling up the Still I created in the Place I am at that moment.. Moving, where ever the Gods Take Us, with Husbands job. WE just Go where the Job is.. 
everywhere I have a been..  I have brought the Light. I have brought the Dark. and the Many Wonders Of Enlightenment to many People who crossed my path.  Why my Path has to be at a certain Place, For a Certain amount time.  and then during my time..  Anyone drawn to the  Light  will be shown  Enlightenment. a whole new World, a New Reality within your own World..  And then  I am JUST GONE..  Only a few of the People that crossed my Path over My Life are still in my Life.  And That is just me.  I just want to leave a Part of my Light with you, Enlightenment.  Enlightenment is the best I Could leave you with..  the memory of me can not compare to that.

This last Stop on My Path, has Brought Enlightenment and Awareness to Many.

Phoenix has joined me on his Path Of Enlightenment.  and Phoenix did not have to say a Word.  Phoenix Is a Crystal Child with Autism. Phoenix certainly did not choose his Path.  But,with Few words, his Crystal Aura Vibration spoke for him.   He created a whole New World of Wonderment. and those WHO sensed that Light of a  New World joined Phoenix.  like a family..  I also watched Phoenix teach Enlightenment of a Higher Form..  Again, without words. HE taught, a Light Worker, the ability to sense and Feel   Energy. 
 On my Path, My Enlightenment grows, and I never  ask for it. Enlightment just happens.  Watching My child without words Teach a Teacher, expanded my Universe.  The Spiritual Person I was at the Beginning of my Time here, Is not the  Spiritual Person I am Now.  I have experienced so many spiritual teachings in my Lifetime .  From Jesus Christ, From the the Love Of My Mother From the Heavens, Old Gods, ghosts, healing.. . My Path began at age 5, When sitting on my bed,  I looked around at my room.  and I thought to myself " I cant Believe I am Here!"         Along Comes Phoenix!
This with Phoenix , expanded everything in me..  Everything!..  It made me Darker,  and With The Brightest of all Light. I was made to take a Deeper, Darker Journey into My Universe.  I can not ever Rid myself of the Darkness within me.
The Darkness, its just apart of Us.  My Beloved First Born told me. "We are, Who, WE Are. "  But, For All this Darkness,  The Light was just as intense as the Dark. Learning to live in the Balance Of The Universe. We can not change the WE .  And the WE makes The Universe, not so lonely anymore..

 I Know my time is closing at this current Place, and this Current time.  The Still I created will be gone.  WE have fulfilled a Trial of Trials..   We have all Grown so Much,  Myself, My Children, and Mrs Pearl.  We were Taught as much as we Taught each other , All together experiencing, How the Light Works. ..   It is just a matter of Time, before our time here is completed.  We will move to a new Place.  WE will just share Our Light to a new Place at  another time on our Path.  Phoenix the Beacon..  without a word...
Traveling On this Path, it  Is Moving at a Faster Speed.. Live Life in the Light..  Encourage the Light.  the World Needs Our Light.  And we Move and We Move Again. 
Myself, and NOW together with Phoenix we leave a piece of our Light  with you when we crossed Paths.. a day, a year, or years Later..  Something will trigger  .. that un explainable , Light Orb, or a  Bright, string of Light Zoom by you,, that caught your eye in your Peripheral vision ,  that un explainable whisper you hear.  That will be a reminder , for a moment, you will  remember your Enlightened Reality Of  LIGHT. ,  maybe you forgot about the Light, or  maybe We are on our own Paths together.  Reach for that Light....
It Just Takes One Person to cross Your Path . Share your Light.When the Light you have is Genuine, you don't need to say a  word ..   your Light Will Make Our World A Brighter Place..

Parents of Crystal Children, Reach Out, Find The Crystal Path

Namaste,
This means
"My soul honors your soul.  I honor the place in you where the entire Universe resides.  I honor the light, love, truth, beauty and peace within you, because it is also within me.  In sharing these things we are united, we are the same, we are one."
 In Kids Yoga,  Namaste "The Best  Parts of Me and the Best parts of you, are the Same"

Lately, I've been searching around the internet for web pages, and for  Facebook Groups, looking for Crystals, Indigos, starseeds, intuitive, or Empathy Groups.  Just for a  Support Group to help with Phoenix. and maybe find something, I didnt know. I'm Just looking for Friends that are going through Life with a crystal child.  I knew it was time to reach further out to Crystal children Parents.. 
Of Course, One of the websites I came across, was called the Channeling, Owned by a Psychic and Spiritual Healer. She actually has a Crystal Children Characteristic  page on her site.  She Missed a couple of HUGE Characteristics of Crystal Children. that sounded Alarm Bells with me. at the time of this Psychic's writing in 2015. She had only met two Crystal Children.  and One she found on Facebook.
I think to myself, "A Genuine Psychic  has only found two Crystal children??"  Shaking my head, They are everywhere!! I continued reading and with  Great Ego , This Psychic, on her website, Invited parents to send her a picture of your child. and she would know straight away, if your Child is a Crystal Child or not??  Knowing what I know about Phoenix.  and Learning about different Crystal Children on our Path of 10 Years , I had to send a Picture a Phoenix. To test her.  And She Failed Miserably. and I knew she would, even before I sent the picture..  With all the Magic, Wonder, an Enlightenment Phoenix has shared to others without words because of Autism, the incredible Astral Telepathy experience, I will never heal from as his mother and much much more.  She Identified My Son as an Indigo.   I'm still Laughing at that! Indigo,  lol..
  My son, Phoenix even in a picture chose, NO, to this Psychic. This Mommy was Proud.
 from a previous post,Crystal Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise. I explain Crystal Children have the ability to hide from certain  People . especially Psychics ..
Please Parents of Crystal Children be mindful, of  Psychics,and Mediums and everything in between. They are not always Genuine. A Crystal Child will only reveal themselves to someone who is genuine, and even then The Crystal Child may not reveal themselves.  Its a Protection for them.
I learned in my searches, There are a lot of Psychics and People claiming to have Powers and they claim to be so Powerful!!!. Sometimes, I can actually ask the person "what POWERS do you have??" With  My Own abilities, My  First Born's abilities, and  Phoenix's  abilities, the Curiosity gets me every time and I have to ask "what is the POWERS you claim?".  and after what Happened to my baby Phoenix a couple of weeks ago.  These  "POWERS" the people are so excited to have,  it just makes me wonder, if these people are Genuine?

 On my Path, I learned that Powers only mean POWER!   POWER only creates an EGO. EGO  will cause your Destruction, and your POWER will fade. 

MY Phoenix was born with  his Abilities.. He has an ability to see Flowers with his eyes, the ability to smell every flower with his nose, the ability to hear with his ears a Bird Chirp in the morning, and the ability to love his life. And then being born Crystal .  I often wonder if the Gods Choose more children With Autism to be the Crystal children, because they can never develop an EGO.

Through my travels, I have encountered face to face around 100 Crystal Children.  Phoenix's Gift to me . Not to mention, searching Internet for  Crystal Children eyes, and looking at the many differences.. Just years and years of my own  Crystal Children Research.  I joined a Facebook group and Parents post pics of Children and ask what people's  intuition tell them about the child.  I can spot a Crystal Child, an Indigo and a Starseed.  I didn't want to overstep my boundaries with the group and decided to post only on a few comments, because I am new to the group, I just don't want to appear to be a Know it All.
as I mentioned earlier in the Post ,its just time to reach further out to Crystal children Parents.
Its Just Time to help Guide Parents of Crystal Children.  I believe I have experienced enough to take On this Role.  I  am not Powerful, and without Ego , and I have cried many tears for My crystal Child.
To begin your Path as Parent to a Crystal Child., sometimes you just need to "KNOW" about your child. You must begin , quickly!  Beginning your Path to help your Crystal Child Now! Your Child will be growing into an Aura Vibration, you can not comprehend..  Even I can Not with Phoenix..., and I am here to help and Guide You.  I have an ability, an Ability that is meant to be Shared with Parents of Crystal Children.

So if you think you have A Crystal Child? Maybe a Starseed? Are you are an Indigo Child? Private Message Me, Send Me a Picture of your Child. Honestly, it could take a couple of days, or take a hour. Maybe more than One Picture.  I will always respond if I need a little more time.
I just want to Help you find the answers you seek..
Always Private Message me your Crystal Children Pics.
Message me,  REACH OUT! and I can Help.. we are Parents in this together, we are the Same!
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 To The Parents of Crystal Children.. Namaste'
 "The Best  Parts of Me and the Best parts of you, are the Same" 
"My soul honors your soul.  I honor the place in you where the entire Universe resides.  I honor the light, love, truth, beauty and peace within you, because it is also within me.  In sharing these things we are united, we are the same, we are one."
 
 







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The Wonder of Crystal Children Friends, Healing Light through the YOGA Boat Pose

Greetings,
Thank you for Stopping by.
Phoenix has had a Rough week since Our Family Turmoil Started nine days ago.

Since that Very Moment, Of Phoenix's Daddy loosing his job.
Phoenix 's astral telepathy  Full Adrenalin with Tears for his daddy moment.

Phoenix just wasn't himself.  He was Gone. My smiling Phoenix disappeared.
I know As Parent of Child who has autism , They withdraw.
My Phoenix was Gone for Nine days though.. Nine days I didn't have my sweet loving boy.
Nine Days my sweet Loving Phoenix was gone, and a Phoenix I had never experienced  slowly Appeared.
MY Heart was broken. Of course for Phoenix's Daddy and the job loss.
But, worse, My Phoenix was Traumatized by his astral telepathy experience.
It took me Putting the events that happened  to Phoenix together. (Mentioned in the previous post)
and after two days of  feeling Phoenix's Pain.
I just layed down and cried for my Son. and Cried and Cried.

AS a Crystal Mother, that was just to much for My Son to endure.
That Moment of experiencing  astral telepathy, or To many*Clairs at Once.
I imagined it happening again to him. was this going to be for the rest of his Life? and Cried and Cried for him.And with Phoenix sensitivity heightened,  there was just a dark cloud over us, every time the phone rang.  it was never anything positive.
Phoenix, felt every pain, felt sadness, just everything his Daddy was feeling.
With his Daddy and myself, trying to get on with Our Life.Phoenix's Daddy went back to his Craft. His First Job at this Corporation.Going Back to his Craft means, He went back to the Place he used to Manage.  Manager of Hundreds! and went back to being a employee..
The Day Phoenix's Dad returned to work on Thursday morning .
Phoenix Lost it when His Teacher Assistant had to leave the classroom.
That Triggered an Adrenaline tap, that Mrs Pearl, could not help him Control.
Phoenix became  The Ultimate Hulk.Phoenix was Uncontrollable, becoming almost Unstoppable.
And with his Mind not being able to control the Adrenaline tapped Hulk.Phoenix hurt Mrs Pearl.   I feel terrible for Mrs Pearl. She deserves better from Phoenix.
 Mrs Pearl even Being hurt by Phoenix,
Brought Phoenix back down from his Hulk state.
When Phoenix came back ,
He just layed down on a mat, with deep sadness, That even Mrs. Pearl could not bare.I wanted to come get him from School. Mrs Pearl said Phoenix would Learn a Meltdown will bring Mommy. This was Beyond any Meltdown..
 I listened to her, and I let him stay at school. but, I wanted him with me.
at the end the Day, Mrs.Pearl  sent a text that his energy was wacky today.
After Full Adrenaline, Hulk, and a Burning Up Phoenix.I knew she was right.when He got home.
I knew Phoenix going through a yoga session with me and then a five minute resting pose. I could get my hands on him long enough to feel his energy deep within him. You could think Like Reiki,.
I put my Hands on His Heart chakra for a minute, and then Something told me to Move my Hand down a little bit, Which is the Solar Plexus Chakra..
Phoenix sent me back an Energy Surge that bumped my hand.
I shook my head, and He bumped my hand back  again.    I've never had that happen before.
I knew Immediately,  Phoenix was Energy sick.
Phoenix dad went to work, he was going to be gone for a while.
I decided Phoenix needed to stay home from school. with me, with his Daddy away. So, Phoenix
could start finding Peace,
and Help His Mommy Clear the House Of the Negative Energy.
We had a great time,Phoenix did his Yoga , and  Crystal work. and I gave him loving hug after after loving hug .
But, Gazing in those Crystal Eyes, Everything we did together just wasn't enough.
I was so sad, and depressed,  . I just wanted my Son back.
I knew he was Alone and lived through  his own living nightmare. 
I kept Gazing in his Crystal Eyes, Begging him to let me in, and come back with me.
A smiling Phoenix Brings So Much Light..  and I needed my Light Phoenix! We all missed His Light!
I was a Lost Parent Of a Crystal Child with Autism Again.
Helpless..

Yoga and Our Crystal Children  Friends.
A couple weeks ago at Yoga class, One of the Younger Crystal Children, was Not having Yoga That day. She was not feeling Yoga.and  She was a screaming mess. It happens with these Crystals.  It is not easy for them..  Again NOT an Easy Life.
Mrs Pearl tried to soothe  her , but nothing stopped the screaming.
Phoenix was on his Yoga mat and Mrs Pearl  decided to bring her over to Phoenix.
Phoenix stuck his feet out on Instinct, and this sweet Crystal Child placed her feet on his. Yoga Boat Pose. Phoenix sharing  his  Healing Light, Through their feet touching.began balancing out the vibration she was still upset, but it soothed her enough to stop Screaming. In Yoga this is the Boat Pose.. THE BOAT POSE! The Healing Boat pose.



When the next Yoga Class Came.  I was a Nervous wreck!
 Phoenix was still  just not  completely Back. 
I didn't know what to Expect from Him in Yoga.
I kept telling Phoenix
I am Calm ,
On the ride to Yoga.
I am Calm.
I took him to Yoga Class,and  I hoped for the Best.
Well, by The Wonder of Crystal Children Friends.
The Younger Crystal Child from last week were placed with Phoenix's mats  side by side this class.
Phoenix wasn't so sure about being so Close to her, and being Little Yogis together.

Phoenix chooses very carefully who his friends are. Even a much younger Child..
Phoenix making sure she had genuine Crystal love, as they tried to do The Boat Pose together.
Then Another Boat Pose  feet to feet.
Phoenix, Knew after that last Boat Pose,  She was a Crystal Friend..
When that Happened, Crystal Friends Found each other's Light.
Phoenix Trusted her as if he had known her since the Beginning of time.
Yoga Boat Pose again.
Phoenix and the Young Crystal touched feet, and balanced out their vibration, and The Young Crystal Shared her Healing light , just as Phoenix had Shared his Healing light and soothed her at the last class.
Phoenix's Light had returned.
Their Crystal Light  between those to Crystal children  Brightened the Whole Yoga class.

 These Two Crystal Children  were creating More Wonder among the Other Children in class,.
The Other Children stopped their Yoga Poses, to watch the Wonder of Crystal Children working together. and like Magnets the other children were drawn to two Crystal Children's wonder. And with the healing Light of a New Crystal Friend. and all the Wonder of the class.Phoenix smiled. Phoenix a Happy Loving Smile.   For the First time in over a nine days.Phoenix was Smiling that Beautiful Smile. His Crystal Light Could be seen again in those Crystal eyes. His Young Crystal Friend helped him. She  Healed him, in a way , I could Not .Crystal Children healing abilities used to help each other. 
The Wonder Of Crystal Children Friends.







Parents of crystal children find a yoga class as soon as you can. Crystal Children need to Find Comfort in their Aura Vibration. Yoga is the way.


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**clairsentience (meaning clear sensing or emotional layer sensing),
clairvoyance (meaning clear seeing as with the Third Eye),
clairaudience (meaning clear hearing),
and claircognizance (meaning clear knowingness).

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Greetings And Welcome Again.
This Post is hard for to write, But I still would like to Share All sides of Our world.

My Hardest Challenge as A Crystal Mom. 

Autism, a Crystal, With Super Strength 
My Phoenix has always been able to Tap into his adrenaline.
Believe it or not Phoenix tapped into his Adrenaline the first time when he weighed Only Twenty Pounds.  Phoenix was sick, and needed antibiotics in the form of a Shot.
Phoenix thought his was Fighting For his Life, Fighting from a antibiotic needle.
He did Not want that needle.
He Tapped His Adrenaline, and the Hulk made One of His First Appearances. 
It took his dad, two nurses and me to hold him long enough to get his antibiotic shot.
I actually wrote about this For the First Time In 2013.
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My Phoenix ,
When He was a toddler , And his Sensory Issues would bother  him.
Phoenix would try his best as a toddler to manage his Sensory Over Load,
Some days he Just Couldn't.
With His Sensory Over load. And His Crystal Vibration Magnifying  everything
Phoenix would handle as Much of that magnified Crystal Vibration as his tiny Body Could.
My Babies Body Just wasn't able to process That amount of Intense Vibration
All Of a Sudden, I felt the Change In my son.
Phoenix Disappeared into his Own Darkness
 Phoenix would Radiate Dark Energy through His Eyes.
His Pupils would Dilate and his Eyes turned deep Black.
I knew ,  Melt Down was On the Way.
5,4,3,2,1  Atomic Bomb !!!
After He Finally Made it through his Melt Down and his Own Darkness.
Phoenix Burned through His Magnified Crystal Vibration.
He was Back. and Happy again,
A Phoenix


Phoenix has Grown Older.
Now he is  In Elementary School.
 Phoenix is Tall, Skinny and He is Not Athletic.
His ability to tap into his adrenaline remains.
Yes, His Adrenaline Tap Remains, and His is a Growing Boy,
Who has Grown Incredibly Strong.



Phoenix's  Sensory Filled  Structured school Days can bring far more than a Meltdown.
He has Grown Older.
His Crystal Vibration has grown Stronger
Phoenix Melts Downs  Turns into his Dark Energy, 
His Dark Energy
Turns into Anger
Then to Rage
Then Phoenix tapped in his Adrenalin
Phoenix Disappears into The Darkness. and Rage
My Phoenix Is Not There.
Bringing Out The Hulk.



When Phoenix Became the Hulk  in school I was stunned.
Phoenix was Angry, because he finished his work, and didn't receive his reward.
It was time to switch learning stations. and a teacher  pulled him away by his arms to go to the next station without His Reward.
First Phoenix sent a warning Shot with his Eyes.
Those Crystal Eyes turned  Black and Radiated Darkness .
Phoenix tapped that Adrenalin in One second
Again My Phoenix was Not There.

 He vanished in his own darkness
Becoming The Hulk
That Poor Teacher, received a Head But in the Nose From Phoenix, in Full HULK mode.
Still, with his Adrenalin, Full Hulk, He began Throwing Classroom chairs around the Room.
Phoenix was Out of Control. 
Phoenix finally calmed Down, And He was His Sweet Self Again.
 From the Hulk back to Bruce Banner.
And that Poor teacher had to go get her Nose Checked at the Hospital. It was Black and Blue.
I Felt SO SAD.. for The Teacher, My Phoenix, and Myself
I lost My Faith...
What Could I Do?
I said I was So Sorry to His Teacher. A hundred times, but it was still not enough.
His Teacher assured me she Still loved Phoenix, as I'm looking at her Nose and her  black eyes. with Deep depressed Sadness.
Phoenix at the time was in 2nd grade. a Little Boy..  Already causing Fear from his teacher!

This mommy was Broken.. my heart was in a thousand pieces.
My Phoenix.
My Crystal.
My heart.
Your love
Your hugs feel like a Million Heavens.
What was happening with my Child?
A Crystal Child..

I  had dreams of him long before he was born to me.
How Could this be , a Crystal Child , with  this Super Strength?
Adrenaline tapping Child. A Hulk! I questioned everything about Phoenix.I doubted him to be a Crystal Child.  I never in my travels seen a Crystal Child become Dark.
I thought maybe,
Phoenix is mad at me for Being Born, and He was Much happier being at home among the Stars of Pleiades.
Just what I was going through, No One Could Understand.
Tear after Tear. I could Lift a Drought
When He is the Hulk, He is Just Gone.

I wonder where he goes to.


Another School Year.
I was hoping for the Best .
Yoga in School was helping soothe that Overwhelming Vibration Aura of His.
Mrs. Pearl has been Teaching Phoenix to calm and Balance that Vibration of his with Yoga.
We Were Doing Alright. Phoenix Loved Mrs. Pearl.
Phoenix was Calm and Happy.
we has made it to February.
But, One day at Horse therapy.
Phoenix had a Hulk Moment.
Mrs Pearl didn't have any Apple Juice that day.

And Phoenix wanted More Cheetos. I didn't know at this Point My Phoenix was eating Cheetos, with Food Dye that makes his Mind Crazy.
Phoenix was Going Dark.
Mrs Pearl tried To Calm Him, By Using Yoga Mantras.
"I am Calm "
"Mrs. Pearl is Here."
Phoenix wasn't having it.
Especially after Eating the Mind Altering Cheetos.
Phoenix was Going Darker , and when he get to a certain Level, there is No coming back from it.
A Warning Shot was Fired Through his Crystal Eyes .
Phoenix Tapped his Adrenaline.
Then we Lost him to the Hulk.
Phoenix Put a Huge Knot on Mrs.Pearl Head.
Phoenix came back to us, Just Like Bruce Banner Does.
Phoenix realizing something went wrong.
Just Keep looking At Mrs. Pearl Head.
"Asking whats the matter.'
Mrs Pearl was sent to the Doctor to check for a concussion.
It was so Heartbreaking. Phoenix Loves Mrs Pearl.
And I was so Fearful their Bond would be Broken over this,
But In another Miracle, Phoenix and Mrs. Pearl Became Closer.

Phoenix Still has had so Many Triumphs , Calming My Hulk
Mrs Pearl and Yoga Poses Keeping Him Calm.
Using the Mantra
I am Calm.
Mrs.Pearl, creating her Own Miracles, With Phoenix.
She is the Only One who Can Get to Phoenix when He is Going Dark.
Phoenix has Levels Of Darkness, and when he get to Level Six, There is No turning Back.
Mrs.Pearl has successfully turned  Phoenix 's Darkness back from Level Five back to One.
Mrs Pearl and her daily Yoga.
Mrs Pearl teaching Phoenix  to Program his Mind and Spirit with Yoga Poses, Energy, and Mantras.
Calming the Hulk within.

Mrs Pearl has had Many Great Successes keeping Phoenix balanced and Keeping Calm.
Another Miracle. With Mrs Pearl's Yoga.
Can you Imagine if you have a Child with Autism with Anger Issues?
and Suddenly through the Power Of Yoga, Your Child can learn to sooth their Anger with Yoga?
Its a Beautiful thing. But, It takes Time, and Lots of Yoga.

Phoenix has A long way to Go, and More time and More Yoga.
A Couple Of weeks ago. Sadly Phoenix lost himself into darkness again.
Phoenix had spent time outside at the end of the school day, and maybe became to hot. Crystal children are Heat Sensitive. Phoenix was packing up at the end of the school day and  decided he wanted Mrs Pearl's marker to take home. and she said "No"
Phoenix cant have everything.
All the school Children were going home,   the entire school, loading the Buses.
Phoenix couldn't handle his day anymore.
And He Just went Dark.
He  Fired a warning Shot of Dark Energy Through his Crystal Eyes .
Tapped that Adrenaline.
And Phoenix disappeared into his Own Dark Energy with those Black Eyes.
and The Hulk came Out with More Power and Strength than Ever before.
The Strength of two men..  and feeling no pain.
I can Not ever Understand, He went after Mrs Pearl.
Phoenix had to be Restrained by Mrs Pearl and Her Teacher Assistant, Then, The 6'2 Giant Principle had to come help restrain My Hulk.
Phoenix went Hulk in front of all the other school children.
Can you imagine what those Children were Thinking??
At least I know Phoenix will never get Bullied.
The school called for me to Pick him up.
when I got to him
It was just like looking at Bruce Banner coming back from being the Hulk.
The Kid Looked like he had just been to war. This Mommy had to clean up the Ruins the Hulk had left behind. Every time I think about this I want to cry.
 

Please Dont  Fear Phoenix

After Moments When Phoenix becomes The Hulk
They are Afraid Of you , what are you going to do next?
I always tell myself that its going to alright.
Being a Mom to Phoenix, I worry his Teachers are Afraid of him.
FEAR, my Phoenix.
Phoenix can sense when People Fear Him, and He magnifies every emotion back to you.
Including Fear. Making the Person have a More uncomfortable  Fear towards him.
Phoenix can use that fear to get his way with a Teacher Assistant.
When Phoenix should be working, The TA will let Phoenix draw Animals, or whatever he wants.
using her Fear against her.
Don't Fear! 



My Phoenix
Everyone who meets him, Loves him.
It something without warning, You Just Love him.
when he is balanced,
He Is Vibrant and full Of Life.
Full Of Love..
Phoenix's Crystal Eyes Become Large and His Aura is the Light that can be seen.
Phoenix Just Loves Being Alive.
and In turn
He shows you want it means to be Alive.
Phoenix, Just Needs you to take Some time with him.
And He can, without Any Words, Can Show you what you need to Live.
Phoenix Can Preach without words. Just that Crystal Vibration.
This was my confusion. Phoenix is a Crystal Child in every sense.
Amazing Coincidences That become Miracles happen all around this Beautiful Child.
I waited My Whole Life for Phoenix,  He is A Miracle..
But,This Adrenalin Tapping Dark Energy, Hulk. Is not a Crystal Characteristic of a Crystal.
One thing I can Not deny, He was born with this Ability of the Adrenalin Tap.
I've read that some children with Autism Develop Blind Rage. I have never read anywhere about a twenty month old, with Blind Rage.. anything is possible though..
Crystal Children are Sensitive , if they feel a Threat , They will retreat and find Safety Within themselves.

I know One Crystal, If he feels a Threat, Maybe he does retreat within Himself, But, A Strong Force Of Power and Strength Emerges.
Phoenix will use his abilities, If he Must.
Adrenaline Tap. Including an Incredible Pain tolerance ..

If All Crystals Feel The need to retreat when they feel a Threat. What would happen if these Crystal Children were in a Group?  a Threat Arises..  To harm them.
Even with all of Their Magnificent Powerful vibrations.  The Crystals Could Not Defend Themselves.
But, There Is One, One Crystal, That will Destroy that Threat.

I know I have a hard time wrapping my head around Phoenix and turning Dark. And you may not understand it either.
But, where there is dark , there is Light.
Phoenix is trying to balance his Vibration and grow into a massive aura. It's difficult for him. But, when he is balanced,
He Is the most loving , cuddly little boy. You just can't get enough of that genuine love. He heals, he soothes, and brings comfort.
With great work with Yoga. Phoenix has learned to be calm.
Phoenix just needs to keep moving forward, with Yoga and becoming one with the Mantra, I am Calm

Characteristics of a Crystal a child, A Mom's Point of View

Greetings,

Thank You!! Thank for Stopping by for a Visit with Me today.
I Started this blog in 2010. But I started writing post about Phoenix in 2008 on my first blog.
writing about Phoenix, here and there, through the years
now, I have been a mom to a Crystal Child for 10 years.
I have experienced the Characteristics of a Crystal child through Phoenix.
Most Important!!
I have also experienced 10 years of Living with a Crystal Child, learning  how to adapt and grow into His Own Crystal Characteristics.
Phoenix was Born with Crystal Children Characteristics,
And then Some Of His Crystal Characteristics have emerged as he grows.
Phoenix.
10 years ago there were books here and there about Crystal Children.
Those books gave me no Clue what kind of a Life Path I was in For as A Mother to a Crystal Child.

NO Clue!!!

 Moms, Dads and Caregivers to Crystal Crystal, I must Share this with You****
Its not easy being a Parent to a Crystal Child.
 Life with a Crystal Child does not mean  you're Living with a perfect Angelic being every single day.
 Phoenix , a Crystal Child with Autism., Raising him, has been my biggest Challenge of My Life.
There have been Moments with Phoenix, Moments with Miracles. Moments of asking Myself, "did that just really happen" Miracles.
And Then there were Moments, Moments with Phoenix,
That I thought I to myself,
 He cant be a crystal child behaving this way. and I Lost my Faith.
I Just want to Share with you, If a day happens, and your questioning if you child is a Crystal Child..  Your Child's Behavior's was the farthest thing from being that Angelic Being that particular day..   . and loose Faith . you Loose Faith in you Crystal being True..
Just Know, From , Me to you, With Love, Parent to Parent
That it is Alright!!
It Will Be OK!
They are just Children after all.
Out of NO Where! Your Crystal Child will have a Moment, and Moment with another Miracle.. and Faith will be restored in All you believed before..

All Crystal Children are different. there are no two alike. With Crystal Child being different, each crystal has their Own characteristics.
Even Though all Crystal's are Different,
I Felt I needed to Share with Parents Of Crystal Children. My Spiritual Life with Phoenix
Me and Phoenix just had to figure this Crystal Life out just the two of us. But, I felt so Alone..
I want other Crystal Children parents to know you are not Alone in this Crystal Journey.
 I've been Taught so much From Phoenix .
Please Understand, when you are reading about  Crystal Children Characteristics, and you indeed are the parent of a Crystal. Child.
Your Life is Now Your Crystal Child's learning how to live and grow with their Crystal Characteristics

Today, I want to Share with You Phoenix's Characteristics, growing Up Crystal.
Please bookmark this page for Later.
We have Been on this path a long time.  Crystal characteristics, emerge as they grow up.
So, we might have a lot to share with you on this post.


Much More than Crystal Characteristics**** Signs a Crystal is on the Way***
I read that Crystal Children choose their Parents.
I don't if that's true.
remembering back ,
right after my marriage to my husband,
I started have a recurring Dream about blond haired brown eyed little boy.
I continued to dream of this little boy for eight years.
 my recurring dreams were not night after night.
Maybe once a week
or I could a month without having the Dream.
after Dreaming of this Blond Hair Brown little boy so many times,
I loved him so much, I knew I was his mommy.
I'm not sure If the Gods were sending me a message to Get him Here With Me.
or Phoenix was letting me He wanted to be Born to me.
Either Way, I knew  I was going to have this Child.


Pregnancy With A Crystal Child.*
My Pregnancy was difficult With Phoenix.
I had two miscarriages trying to get him here on Earth.
you can Imagine I was a nervous mess during this Crystal Pregnancy.
I heard Whispers during my Pregnancy with Phoenix
Whispers from the Gods Perhaps.
The Whispers told me " He will have Autism"
I responded by "Just make him Beautiful"
I didn't even know about Autism all those years ago


A Crystal Child's Birth*

Phoenix's Birth was Difficult...
But, When he was Born...
Phoenix did not Cry, when He took his First Breath..
That's Right!!
My Crystal child did Not Cry when he entered this World!!!
Instead, He Opened His Crystal Eyes Right Away.
Giant Black Eyes!
Phoenix Could Crystal Gaze within Minutes of Birth.
Those Giant Black eyes Gazed into his Fathers eyes.


Crystal Children And Vaccines*
First, I am NOT an ANTI Vaccine Mom!!!!
and Yes Phoenix is a Crystal Child with Autism
what I do know!
when Phoenix would get his scheduled Vaccine shots he would get sick
I noticed He wasn't Doing well at the 2 month Vaccine.
He was lethargic, his skin  turned red, and he was not doing well.
It would take a week for him to feel better after a Vaccine
My Two Older boys, did not react to Vaccines Like Phoenix.
They handled their vaccines.
But, when it was Time for a Vaccine,  Phoenix would have the  Same Reaction  every time.
As Phoenix grew older, and developed Strength.  Any Vaccine  or needle coming his way,
This  Crystal Child  would fight For his Life against the Nurses and Doctors.
At Two years old, Phoenix had to endure Autism genetic Testing. Which required a needle for a blood Draw.  It took several Nurses and a Doctor, to hold him down to get the needle in him
Me and his Dad couldn't believe what we were seeing. Phoenix felt like he was fighting for his life again. This Child was strong, and still is.  As the years went by I learned this Strength came from and Ability to Tap into his Adrenalin at any moment.
Phoenix has all his vaccines. And even his yearly Flu shot.
Without the yearly Flu shot, if he catches a virus, he's much sicker.
Crystal Children to don't react well at all to foreign substances in their Body.


Autism, Speech Delay, and a Crystal Child's Telepathy***
Phoenix, when he was a Baby made little noise.
He barely Cried, and wasn't Cooing like Babies at six months old.
This was a Sign or Symptom of Autism as we Know.
Phoenix was Diagnosed with Autism at two years old.
Somehow, I knew everything he wanted or needed though.
Telepathy is not always what you think it might be.
Telepathy can come through to the Crystal Parent as an emotion from the Crystal child, especially as Crystal Babies.
Or Just,  how you would imagine, Phoenix as he grew older could get in my Mind, and Tell me exactly what he was thinking. and Phoenix could get in my Mind, to know What I was thinking.
Phoenix may try to Use telepathy on other People.
But, Only Chosen Loved Ones Can actually hear him or feel his emotions.

Phoenix would also some how, SING when he was a baby.
His singing sounded like an Orca Whale.. I didn't understand what I was hearing, but, his singing was beautiful.
I prayed and Prayed, I wanted to hear his Voice with my ears.   finally,  I did when he was 18 months old. He said De De, and finally Da Da..
Phoenix to this Day would rather not Talk. through out his 10 year life, I have constantly reminded him "To Use his Words"..  He would rather not...




Crystal Children will Let Their Parents Know their a Crystal****
A Blog Post from September  2008
http://eternalsunshineofthesplitmind.blogspot.com/2008/09/autism-crystal-and-blue-lady.html
Tthen we were doing alright, Phoenix and me were on the Floor playing tickle.
sometimes messages have a funny way of getting to you, for i doubted Phoenix to be Crystal.
i placed my face on the bottom of Phoenix's feet, tickle, tickle, but a tickle of his feet wasn't what he wanted. i felt him lock into my eyes, as i then played pick a boo with his feet, then i felt the crystalline energy of my son embrace me, Phoenix told me to send energy to him, and if you are familiar with REiki, i was sending reiki energy to him. and every time i would send a wave of energy to him, he would start giggling, we did this over and over radiating through each other, with him giggling louder and louder every time i sent him energy. then i heard The Blue Lady say to me, you have your Crystal Confirmation...........................................
after wards
i felt like i had been touched by the Gods, i have experienced many forms of enlightenment in my lifetime, by evoking the goddess herself, this experience with my Crystal Phoenix,, so far was the most spiritual, and divine of my entire life, i felt my spirit shimmering .

Crystal Children, Autism, Sensory, Extremely Sensitive***
 Phoenix has a Tactile Sensory. Touch
Phoenix is Very Sensitive to florescent lights. and Bright Lights.
He wears sunglasses to Protect His Crystal Eyes.
Phoenix is sensitive to Certain Energies, It could be People, Places, or things.
He Sensitive to  Other People's emotions.
He senses everything Positive or Negative.
Phoenix can not have food Dyes. If he eats  candy with These Dyes,  he goes crazy.
Phoenix's skin is sensitive to detergents.

Crystal Child are vegetarians.***
Phoenix has always Loved his Vegetables.
and He really has never like meat.  I keep placing meat on his plate, until I got the point! he was throwing it in the trash every time I tried..
He will eat the occasional chicken nugget covered in ketchup. GROSS


Crystal Children, Separation Anxiety from Parents, and a Chosen loved One*****
My gosh, Phoenix has in his life, just his mommy and daddy.
Phoenix has lived with his Daddy working for the railroad all his life.  Railroad life is not easy for Phoenix. When he was a baby,  just Brand New, he would see his Daddy one day, and then his Daddy could be gone for a couple days. As Phoenix grew older , his Daddy could be playing with him, an emergency railroad call would come in. Phoenix's daddy would have to go to work. Phoenix would cry for hours and hours. Genuine, my heart is broken tears.
Phoenix's daddy is still with the Railroad. And those Calls still come in. After 10 years , sometimes he's OK,with his Daddy leaving us to go to work.
And other day's  his heart still breaks. And Cries heartbroken tears. Phoenix last severe separation anxiety heartbreak was Thanksgiving. Phoenix's brother was with us for the holiday. Phoenix was a happy boy with his family all together.
And then that call came. His daddy had an emergency at work.
Phoenix  cried on the couch  for two hours for his Daddy.
Tears, so many heartbroken tears..
Phoenix wouldn't even eat his Thanksgiving dinner.


Crystal Children Eyes, The Most famous Characteristic*
I'm sure you know by now , Crystal Children are known for their beautiful Crystal Eyes. Crystal children eyes are well known for Crystal Gazing , making eye contact and touching your soul ,
it is common for Crystal Children Eyes to be a magnificent Blue color.
Phoenix, however, His eyes are Brown.
Growing up, Phoenix used his Crystal Eyes for more than Crystal Gazing. There was more to those Crystal Eyes.
As I wrote in earlier post,
At a young age Phoenix was wearing sunglasses. He needed his  Crystal Eyes covered.
He learn ed to communicate with his Crystal eyes, by lowering
His sunglasses. Making eye contact when he choose to.
Phoenix can Use His Crystal Eyes as Weapons
Phoenix' Crystal Eyes can pierce your eyes with light and
Dark arrows.
You don't understand what you're feeling but it's sharp and those eyes hurt your soul.
And then you can feel the greatest love through those Crystal Eyes.
Through some miracle pictures of Phoenix's Crystal Eyes.
Remember   His eyes are Brown.
I felt I needed to take a closer look. His eyes appeared to have a strange sheen to them. I decided to enlarge his eye. And simply adjust the color bar , light bar.
I discovered in his Iris of his Crystal Eyes,  Contained his Crystal Aura .
All of Phoenix's aura colors, in his Iris.
Crystal Children Eyes are actually Genuine Crystal Eyes.
When Crystal Children make eye Contact with some one and Crystal Gaze ,
That's why you feel your soul has been seen.
That Crystal Aura was reaching you through Those Crystals eyes.

Crystal Child Love the Earth! *****
Animals, Soil, Seeds, Plants, Rocks,CRYSTALS,
My Crystal Child with Autism is Obsessed with Animals.
All Animals, he spends his time writing animal names.  and When He is on his Ipad, he is searching for Images of any animal you he can Imagine.
Since Phoenix Could walk, he loved to be outside, enjoying what the Earth has to offer.
My  crystal loves to plant flower seeds..   and water the seeds, and to watch the seeds grow into flowers.  its his most favorite thing to do...
 I cant tell you how many times, Ive found different Rocks In Phoenix's pants pockets.
If I miss the Rocks in his Pants, I can hear My washing machine swishing rocks around.
Since, Phoenix was a tiny thing, he would just walk around and look at his Flowers he grew. and it is a common occurrence for him to put his ear against the flower and Listen.
Listening to his Flowers.
Phoenix is a real tree hugger. He'll find a tree he loves and give it a hug.
Some days, he just wants to be in his bare feet, feeling the Grass between his toes.
He loves to dig in the Dirt and feel the soil between his Fingers.
CRYSTALS!!  I have so many Crystals I have collected, years before Phoenix was born.
Phoenix loves them.  He even has Chosen his own Crystal.
Phoenix had a Special Crystal Choose Day.
And Of Course, My Atlantean Record Keeper Choose Him.

Crystal Children have a Connection to Higher Realms. Angels, Ghosts, Fairies, Multidimensional cosmic beings*****
I have always been able see, Ghost, energy, fairies, anything In the Higher Realms, since I was a Child. I have My own  Life experiences  with the Higher Realms, It can be so scary, exciting, and Mostly I was Taught,
There is more to This World than what it appears.
Phoenix though,  at a young age. I often caught him staring into Space at nothing, and just smiling and laughing. and then I would see a bright orb of light move quickly through the room.
One experience to Share with Phoenix's Spiritual Connection
 Phoenix was three years old, I was ready for bed and i had laid down for my nights rest. i looked down my hall.
and i saw something unbelievable. i saw energy outlines of different colors, Ghosts
 one after the other, The Ghosts were moving in waves down my hall.
Toward Phoenix's bedroom room!!
I thought to myself.. "dear God?!"
I shut my eyes and i opened my eyes again and there they were again, Ghost one after the other, in a line moving forward, Going to Visit a sleeping Crystal Child
To give you, the reader.. an idea of what this looked like, think back to the 1982 movie Poltergeist. in this movie there is a scene in the film that shows the ghosts coming down the stair case. think of seeing that image but without the skeletons and faces, just the actual ghost energy.
It felt like I saw at least a hundred of these beings, paying a visit to my Crystal.

Crystal Children Need Yoga****
It may be difficult but find your Crystal Child with Autism a Yoga group.
A yoga for special needs Children
Kids inclusive Yoga
Yoga is exceptional in calming and Soothing children Crystal Children.
With yoga,
 Phoenix was able  feel good in his own skin, for the first time.
When Autistic Crystal Children feel good in their own skin,
Miracles Happen.
Phoenix was able to be Comfortable in that Vibration of his.
His body and Vibration feel like they can finally co habitat together.
Yoga can help with a Crystals constant Sensory overload,balancing their Chakras.
Yoga is teaching to Phoenix, To Breath,to Find the Light, and to be Calm.
Yoga  Taught Phoenix Ground Himself with that Powerful Vibration of his.
With Wonderful Healing Yoga Poses.
Not, Only that, Yoga has helped Phoenix feel more Comfortable with Using His Words.
Yoga is a Powerful Medicine to Help your Crystal Child Grow and Learn.


Crystal Children Love.Rainbows and Rainbow Colors**
Phoenix is in all is his Glory when he sees a Rainbow after a Rain shower.
He looks out our giant picture window.  after it rains looking for a rainbow.
He Often Gets Blessed, and sees One.
Phoenix get so Over the Moon Happy, when he sees a Rainbow Looking out the window.
"Rainbow Mommy"
And sure enough there's the Rainbow he was waiting for.
 Phoenix loves Rainbows with intensity.
He was taught In School about
ROY G BIV
An acronym for the colors of the visible light spectrum:
Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Indigo
Violet
Phoenix has Drawn Hundreds Of Rainbows . and On Every Drawing
He writes
ROY G BIV
 He has every Color In Place
Phoenix loves Rainbow colored Clothes..
The Rainbow Clothing has to mixed for some reason.
Their is a Rainbow scarf he is wearing in the Top Picture.
Phoenix found that Rainbow scarf at the Local Good Will Store.
It was love at first Site, Phoenix and  that Rainbow Scarf.
He snatched The Rainbow Scarf right off the Hanger with Great Joy..
Phoenix made sure I knew HE wasn't Leaving the store without it.
Phoenix fell in Love with a Tie dye Rainbow Colored Shirt in different store the same Way.
That Shirt is his Most Favorite Shirt In the World.
Phoenix one day, starting talking about a Rainbow Monster.
Out of Now Where..  Rainbow Monster...
I didn't know what in the World, a Rainbow Monster??
Well..
 For Phoenix's Birthday, we visited  a mall with an Aquarium in it.  Phoenix and His love for Animals.
We are at a Mall!
Phoenix loves stuffed animals!
Its His Birthday!!
Build a Bear, Here we Come!!
As Soon as we walk in the Build A Bear ..
Phoenix finds a Rainbow Monster to Love...

Crystal Children are Sensitive to Crowds,****especially when toddlers
When Phoenix was a Toddler, I decided to run to Walmart..  on a Busy Saturday afternoon to pick up who knows what.. people were everywhere..
Pushing our cart through the isles , of People have a Family reunion in Walmart.
Phoenix began to covered his ears.
I thought to myself, "ok"
And keep Pushing the Cart..
Then it happened, His Sensory, Overloaded
Phoenix had an Atomic Melt Down.
In the Middle Of a Crowded Walmart.
It felt to me ,He was screaming in Pain. I just couldn't comprehend that then.
I tried to Get out of the store As Fast as I could.
and Then He tapped into his Adrenaline, and Began Screaming even louder.
The Crowd In walmart  Just Stopped! and Stared. and I knew what they were hearing.
a Phoenix Meltdown.. 
after all,  you rarely feel your eardrums vibrate your ear like that and from a  small child.
I know, When Phoenix Vibrates your eardrums, It is an incredible feeling But Painful.
Phoenix is a Siren. He can Still Vibrate Your ears


Crystal Children Love with Most Genuine Love!!
Phoenix only loves a few Chosen people on this Earth.
When he loves you with his Genuine Crystal love,
Looking in His Crystal eyes, or if you're enjoying a hug.
You can feel his Genuine Love, radiating through your soul.
His Genuine Love can make you Feel like everything is alright in the World.
When your Day feels  impossible to get through,
Just One Hug , Can Fill you Up with Love, to get through the Day.
Phoenix has a Genuine Love for Mrs. Pearl.
And She loves him.
Mrs Pearl has her Impossible Days to,
Then She Can Look At Phoenix, And Phoenix Senses Mrs Pearl's emotions.
Phoenix will Try to sit in her lap,Give her a Crystal Gaze, and just hug her with His genuine Crystal Love, and give her a Giggle.
and her Day turns from Impossible day , To a Day recharged with Courage and Sunshine.
That Genuine Love Phoenix has for Mrs. Pearl, help connect them.  And some Telepathy has occurred between the two of them.


Some Crystal Crystal Children are Beacons*****
As Crystal Children Grow, Their Characteristics grow with them.
This is a recent Crystal Child Characteristics that just emerged.
Phoenix is in a Special Needs class.
With a good chance  for more Crystal Children to  be close by.
Crystal Children all carry their own vibration. Some Crystals vibrate lower, and some higher.
But, Crystal Children as they grow up will be drawn to each other.
Crystal Children as they grow, Love being with other Crystal Children
and Need to be with Other Crystal Children. In Groups.
They Love being In Groups!!
A Crystal Child with a high vibration can become a Beacon and  invite the lower vibration Crystal out of hiding.
Phoenix  has found a couple of Crystal Friends this way..
 And they All adore Phoenix with Great Care and Love.
As A Mom, to a Crystal Child of Autism,
I was Over Joyed, Phoenix has Friends!!!!
One Crystal Child,  A Classmate Of Phoenix's. And a Yoga Friend.
 I discovered long after meeting her She was Crystal.
A Crystal Girl Child.
She is a Crystal Brown, A Crystal with Brown Eyes.
She is the Most Beautiful girl.
One Day Mrs Pearl Told me  early in the School Year, This Little Girl had a massive Crush On Phoenix.  I was again, Blown Away.
Phoenix Has Friends and a Girl has a Crush On Him!!1

A little Girl had a Crush On my Phoenix.
Phoenix cant talk that Well. And He has Autism, How is it Possible For this little Girl to have a Crush on my boy?
I just didn't understand it.
Then I went to visit Phoenix's Class at Horse Therapy.
AND THERE SHE WAS!
 Beautiful with Long Brown Hair, and Giant Black Eyes!
 She was Sitting on a Bench as Close to Phoenix as she could.
Mrs Pearl and the teacher assistants reminded me,
 This is the little Girl that has a huge Crush on Phoenix.
She heard the teachers, and turned around and Blushed.
Again, This Crystal Girl Child was displaying zero Crystal characteristics.
And I could not Detect her Crystal Vibration.
Phoenix's Birthday came around later in the year and we Had a Birthday Party at School For Him.
This Crystal Girl gathered Gifts from her House to bring to Phoenix for his Birthday.
She was the Sweetest Child who adored my Son.
In all my Years of Being a Mom to a Crystal Child, I didn't realize How Strong and Powerful Phoenix's Crystal Vibration truly is.
Phoenix's Vibration,  when being around Low Vibration carrying Crystal children,
Can Amplify another Crystal Child's Vibration. With His Own Vibration.
BY Lifting Their Own Vibration out of hiding, and you can detect them.
Phoenix has spent the school year with her, and it has taken some time and some group Crystal Yoga.
But She Is So Crystal Now!!
Recently, It was Special Olympics Time.
Phoenix was participating in The Special Olympic Events, and This Sweet Crystal Girl,
Followed him to every event he was in. She Sat Beside him on every bench. When Phoenix would get off the Bench she would immediately follow him, just to be near him.
I could Feel, She is So TRUE to Phoenix.
Then, It dawned on Me, I needed to take a closer look at this Girls' eyes.
And There She Was.
That Crystal Being, Shining Right in her eyes. Genuine Honest Crystal Love.
That Moment looking Into Her Eyes Explained everything.
She was drawn to The Familiar Crystal Vibration Of Phoenix.

A Crystal Connection.

Crystal Children Healers**
I've read many Times about Crystal Children Healing, Different Ailments of People.
I think that is Incredible.
Crystal Children help each other Heal.***
My Experience With Phoenix tells me there is Much More to it than This Laying of the Hands
 Type of Healing.
Remember Crystals Love to be In Groups
Most Of these Children Find Each Other Through the Power Of Yoga.
A yoga Class for special needs Children
Kids inclusive Yoga
Crystal Children In a Group Doing Yoga.
Yoga Pose after Yoga Pose.
Yoga Balancing Their Vibration..
Each Crystal carry their own vibration, their own energy.
With Yoga, Each Crystal Child's vibration energy is lifted, and And Each individual  Vibration Becomes One Magnificent Vibration. With All Their Beautiful Crystal Auras perfectly layered..
That Magnificent Vibration Contains a  healing energy ,
One Crystal to another Crystal.
Together.
One Vibration
 Feeling something Wonderfully familiar.
Making them Feel Good to be in their On Skin..
Calming their Sensory needs.
Soothing their Vibration.

Maybe, Crystals are here to heal the sick.
But, in thinking in a Brand New way.
The Crystal Children  can heal each other through, yoga. Yoga Reaching deep in the soul with beautiful healing love.
 the Crystal Children ,Together,  slowly, slowly,slowly heal their needs. Whatever their needs are.
Together The Crystal Children are Healers.

Crystal Children. Growing Brighter**
Phoenix since he was a Little thing, as had this essence about him.
He has always had this understanding about himself.
Even with the Autism.
Phoenix has always Known He is Much More Than his Autism.
As Phoenix grew Older, School Years
 he Embraced that Essence ,
That essence of his was his Aura Vibration Growing Brighter.
Then
 Out  No Where He Just Got this Style  about him.
He Dresses, How he wants.
He Loves to Wear Scarfs in the Winter.
With A Fluffy Toboggan .
And Of Course a Pair of Sunglasses.
And If he Can Find a Necklace
or a watch...
That's Phoenix Off to School.
Before I knew it.
All the School Children in the School Knew Phoenix.
"What's Up Phoenix?"
"What's Up Phoenix?"
Phoenix would Nod, Or Pull Down His Sunglasses enough to make brief EYE contact.
 Phoenix Growing Brighter to his Peers...

I think I may Stop my Post today.
Thank you For Spending some time with me today.

Love And Light...

Crystal Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise

Do you ever wonder about Crystal Children traits?
Do you wonder if your child with Autism is a Crystal child?
You will find yourself searching the web.. Finding many websites listing their characteristics or traits of Crystal Children .  The most famous characteristics and traits are their Hypnotic Crystal eyes. The Crystal children have intense eyes when their vibration, When  fully ascended and Born on the Golden Ray, the Sixth dimension of  Conscious. Crystal children  can master the power of their Mysterious Crystal eyes.  Those Crystal Eyes more can do far than, gaze into souls.

The Crystal Eye Gaze
 One ability of their Crystal Eyes is to first make eye contact ,then Through those eyes, they can check out a new persons vibration entering their world, through those eyes they can adjust how much protective light they need to Protect their  Crystal Aura. Crystal Children always need to protect themselves and their Aura.

Mrs.Pearl Is Phoenix's CHOSEN ONE.
Those Crystal Eyes are to be used for sending powerful amounts of love, to a CHOSEN ONE,  with just simply looking into their Crystal Eyes.  Having experienced my Phoenix's eye contact, exchanging our love. That loving energy was so soul lifting, heavenly, even......
my Crystal only chooses to share his Eyes and Love with very few Chosen people. Phoenix only chooses people who love him unconditionally, both his great days, and those Dark days in Return for his Genuine honest Crystal Love.

Crystal Children  with Autism can express many emotions from a glance of their Crystal Eyes, without saying a word.   and Those Crystal Eyes may have a significant role in a Crystal Child 'ability for telepathy.
Just note those Crystal Eyes have a greater purpose than just looking mysterious, and Crystal gazing into People's Souls.

Phoenix's First Use of His Crystal Eyes..
When the big  day finally came, and Phoenix was born. His birth was difficult. Phoenix , never cried.when he gasped his first breath on Earth.  I was freaking out.  Can you imagine listening to a silent room after your baby is born???? Phoenix more than made up for being silent and not crying.first , he was taken and completed his health check.
 he was healthy, the no crying thing is an odd birth. Finally, the nurses brought us a swaddled brand new Phoenix. With Brand New Wide Open Eyes. I told the nurse his father will hold him first. After all , I've known Phoenix in my dreams forever.And His Father must hold him first.
As soon as Phoenix is placed in his father's arms, my brand new baby boy,  Looks up into his Father's eyes, with his Giant Black saucer eyes.Thats Correct.
 Black Eyes.. With those Wide Crystal Eyes  gazing in the eyes of his father for the first time.  I had never witnessed Black wide open eyes on a Brand new baby before .just gazing into the eyes of his father.. while my son and husband looked into each other eyes for the first time. Time  Stopped.  I quickly sensed I was not my husband 's most loved soul in the universe anymore. Within minutes of Phoenix being born., Phoenix was using His Crystal Eyes. the crystal  gaze


Just note those Crystal Eyes have a greater purpose than just looking mysterious, and Crystal gazing into People's Souls. I will post more on those Crystal Eyes later.


  Now, use Google images and search for Crystal Children Eyes. Go ahead and take a peek Crystal  Children Eyes are a mystery, not for us to understand. In your search, Did you notice most all the Crystal Children have blue eyes??? Not ordinary blue eyes. Blue eyes belonging to incredible higher beings. At first glance of a Crystal child with blue eyes , you literally may need take a pause for a minute.
 A Blue Eyed Crystal child can not make an entrance anywhere without those

Crystal blue Crystal eyes saying hello to everyone. They cant hid.
Now, looking through the Crystal children eyes, how many of those Crystal Eyes were Brown?
 Not many.
I always thought to myself , Why would Crystal Children only have Blue Eyes..The Gods wouldn't choose only Blue Eyed Parents for these  Star Children to be born to..

Crystal  Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise.

If you had a miracle , of  learning of the Crystal Children.
AND then you think to yourself, my child has all these Crystal Children characteristics and traits.
Could it be????
 My Child could be crystal ?
Everything makes sense about your child finally...
But,, My Child has just average Brown Eyes????
and you're stuck just wondering about the possibility of it all ?
From just Life with Phoenix, I have seen many different Crystals . Always a Crystal with Blue Eyes though..
 Always A Blue Eyed Crystal blasting indescribable Light through their Magnificent  Eyes.  Crystal children born with blue eyes  can't hid their eyes from the world. It really helps to answer questions about lack of  Eye contact in Autism. Blue Eyed Crystal Children with Autism would need to shield their eyes. Making forced eye contact could be painful for them.

The Light that you Shine through your Brown Crystal Eyes can't be seen.

If your a mom, and you have a child with autism, and you have been searching for more answers.  And Searching for More answers about Crystal Children.  Searching because of those Brown Eyes.
Crystal Children with Brown Eyes are here.
And if for some miracle,
you the reader ,
 were searching today and found this blog post.
Still wondering about your Brown eyed Crystal child? You found my blog post for a reason.
Hooray! You have your answer.
Your search for answers lead you to this Blog Post for a reason. You have a Crystal Brown!!
Phoenix has Brown Eyes! Phoenix is a Crystal Child.
 There is no doubt.
 A Brown eyed Crystal.
A Crystal Child that has Mastered his Crystal Eyes.
Phoenix knew he needed his eyes covered before I did.
All Crystal Children need to wear sunglasses to shield their Crystal Eyes.
From my many observations of different Crystal Children.
Unlike The Crystal Blues,
The Crystal Browns are rare.
Unbelievable.
Not only that. Crystal Browns can choose to be a Crystal child in Disguise.
Not even the Best of the Best of the spiritual light workers could detect them.  Phoenix has the ability to hid with the power of his Crystal Eyes.  Crystal Browns can turn their  Crystal vibration ,so, low , and undetectable.  But, when the moment  comes, A Crystal Brown,and Their Chosen One in the Universe will show their Crystal Vibration.
The CHOSEN ONE  is spiritually connected to the Crystal Child, and very likely to be an Elder Indigo. and also a Light Worker.
When the spiritual Connection is made,  Then  their vibration slowly starts , to start shining light , now they can be seen, because they choose to be.
Yoga can benefit both Crystal Brown and Crystal Blues,
But a Crystal Brown needs daily Yoga therpy . Yoga helps to slowly align their  chakras, and  helps with Tuning up their Vibration..
 Yoga is therapy for any child on the Autism Spectrum.
 But Crystal Children with Autism,need Yoga as much as they need water and air.
I've witnessed with my own eyes,  Yoga can Heal, even the Crystal Children locked safely away.
Phoenix hides his Crystal Aura. He always has.
Most Crystal Children can be detected in seconds from a light workers glance. Even the most famous gifted  of the Light workers couldn't detect Phoenix.
 Never within a glance.
And every Crystal Brown , I've ever had the miracle of meeting.
all their Crystal Aura's were vibrating low. I often had to meet the child and think and think , and it came to me later."  OMG that was a Crystal Child with Brown eyes."
Crystal Blue's are Everywhere, I can Detect Blues with Little Effort.
But, 

I have encountered a few Crystal Children with Brown Eyes.

Crystal Brown's....   A Crystal Child with Brown Eyes..  Clues...

Those Crystal Brown's eyes can turn very dark and  become reflective Black Mirrors .

You can see them adjusting their Pupils of their eyes. their Pupils appear to take over the entire Iris. Making the Eye  Appear Black, a Dark endless Portal.

If you get a chance to experience a Crystal gaze with a Crystal Child with Brown eyes, you will be able to see yourself reflecting back in those Crystal Eyes.  Just like a reflection in a mirror. You see yourself in their Eyes.
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Crystal Browns often reflect sparkling STARS in their eyes.
 Seeing stars in Crystal Children's eyes are a gift from the heavens.
 Stars in Crystal Children's eyes can be captured in certain photographs.
If your lucky enough to push your camera phone button at the correct moment.
and without a Flash.



MRS. Pearl. A CHOSEN ONE. An Indigo
Mrs Pearl guides these Crystals With Yoga, and yoga every day, their Crystal vibration starts to become detectable. Growing even more comfortable with their Crystal Vibration within their human body.
with Mrs. Pearl's Love, Yoga, Patience, trust.  Leads to Comfort .
 
And By the Will Of the Gods,a Crystal Child joining in Yoga, who is born on the Golden Ray..
 A Crystal Child Born on the Golden Ray is called a Golden Crystal.
A Golden crystal carries  a Crystal-Golden Aura
That Crystal Child born on the Golden Ray, can help lift a hidden Crystal Brown's vibration. Healing their Vibration, enhancing their  Vibration, and spiritually guide them through adjusting to their Vibration by the use of their Aura
 But , this Crystal Child, ( you know who he is? lol)
 who just happened to be a Golden Crystal, by Birth,,    looks like a Child with Autism. No Bells or whistle about him.  and He's even a Brat sometimes..
 But, He needed Daily yoga Therapy With Mrs. Pearl more than you can imagine,  to Learn to  Stay Calm through Yoga. before Yoga. Meltdowns and rage were Atomic...
 this Golden Crystal also needed to find his Crystal friends to help him heal .
To Heal  from being alone for so long..
 His First Friends of his entire life.
Even though he has a Golden-Aura. He needed his barely vibrating Crystal Brown Friends, more than they needed him.
that  Golden Crystal became a   golden Beacon ,asking for Crystal Friends, to  please  Come out.

And very slowly,
those Crystal children with Brown Eyes. the Crystal Browns. 
One by One,
They  would make their appearance.
Finding Each Other.
 Becoming Friends.  Yes!! Friends!!
Friendships. and someone whose is just like them.
Happy Crystal Children playing,learning and growing together, being friends..
But, the best part, These Crystal Children no matter their Aura Color ,Crystal eye Color, the strength in vibration.
Crystal Children Need All their Crystal Friends.



During Mrs. Pearl's guided yoga ,
 the crystal children are together ,
as Friends.
Doing their Yoga poses together. Calming each other first. Encouraging each other.. calming themselves, and then all together, relaxing  their Crystal Aura, in comfort together.
Those Crystal Children lift each other Up when their together!!!
And when their Crystal Auras are lifted Up together,
For a moment,
Their at peace with their Whole Crystal Selves.

Using Yoga as a Crystal Group's  purpose of working their vibration together.  , in spirit and on earth.
 Crystal Browns TOGETHER,can Show their True selves to Each other, without Fear. 
A Crystal Child with Brown Eyes!!

The Pearl Of My World

I have always been a huge Fan of Royalty, the lineage.  The line to the Throne.
Since, I was a little girl. I was four years old.  I imagined and Pretended to be King Tut's wife.  I wasnt playing with Barbie.  I was pretending to be Tutankamun's wife. Ankhesenamun.  Since I was just a child, I never could comprehend her name. I just wanted to be her.  Strange I know, but we are not talking your ordinary child. I remember playing in clover patches as a child and making flower crowns out of the flowers in the clover patch. opening and splitting the end of each flower, with a hole, for the next flower, to complete a circle, My Crown! A Queen!
Shockingly, In my Adult life , I always knew my Granny is a Hylton.  the Hylton's with a Y. I always refer to them. my blood lineage is From HOUSE Hylton of England.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hylton_Castle
NO, Not and kings or Queens, or anything remarkable, but Remarkable.
you can trace my Family back to 895–939 AD
I dont know many people who can trace their lineage that far back, but here I am.
Enjoying Royal History,  I love the Tudor story. Its remarkable from Henry VII to Elizabeth I
But, Henry VIII
He was so Bad but so Good.
I loved the fact that Henry VIII couldn't divorce his First wife Catherine of Aragon.
He was desperate for a male heir. the Pressure to have a Male child throughout  History is astonishing. But Survival of your  Royal house depends on the Male Heir.
House Tudor
And Bless Catherine, her only living child was Princess Mary, later Lady Mary. A GIRL
But, the Pope said Nope, no divorce.
So, Henry VIII  broke from the Pope , and Catholicism. and created the Protestant church.
Just because he needed a Male heir, Anne Boylen was Anne Boylen
And Anne Boylen is mother to Elizabeth I
I swear i cry in every version of her Story when Anne  is beheaded.
But, back to Henry VIII.  He Loved his daughter Princess Mary, so much.
Henry VIII had a hard time expressing his Love for Mary.
But,  He said this was Heard Over and Over
"Mary Is the Pearl of MY  World."
Myself being the Lover of Pearls. I own so many Pearl Strands, Earrings, Rings, different colors shapes, and Colors. PEARLS!! I love the feel of a cold strand placed round my neck during the warm months of the Year. I call it Pearl Season..

 I have always wanted to express my deep love for Phoenix, My Crystal Baby, Now Grown to 10 wonderful years on Earth..  I love you, just never felt enough.
Phoenix still has limited language communication.  I still have to remind him to use HIS WORDS, after all this time..  He just would rather not. lol
But, it came to me..
The Pearl of my WORLD!! so, I taught him,  and we worked on it everyday this past Summer.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
Very slowly, and everyday, 10 times a day.
I would Point to him, and he knew Telepathically to say outloud !
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
it was wonderful to hear his words..
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
All last year i was worried, Phoenix was moving from Primary School to the local Elementary School
Autism Mothers, and Crystal Mothers, Know of the Fear of changing schools.
But, the Worst Fear is getting assigned a Teacher, that can not connect to your CRYSTAL Autistic Child.
If your Teacher cant reach your child, or doesnt understand your Crystal child with Autism.
It will be just a complete Waste!! a waste of time, TIME, that TIME thing, we cant waste a single moment of a YOUNG CRYSTAL WITH AUSTISM!! 
I was so worried a nearly had a nervous breakdown.
the last school year felt like a waste.
Phoenix got away with so much last year, just because he is Crystal, and he can manipulate you, by just looking at you..
But, the Teachers LOVED Phoenix.
At the End of the school year, one of the teachers that year had warned me that a really great teacher that would be incredible with Phoenix was leaving the Elementary school.
again,  Nervous Breakdown mode.  I could not Afford another LOST School year, With PHOENIX.
I was desperate, and Overwhelmed.

The Summer, was Mine and my Phoenix's time.
Everyday this was Our Ritual,
We garden. we grow flowers from seeds. we have a butterfly garden. and lots of Butterflies Hummingbirds stop by to Visit..
 and Of Course, while we are out with Nature
We work on the Art of Speech.

I could Just Point at him , and together we would say.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"

 The Summer was ending, and it was time for school again.
We went to Back to school Night and we were one of the First Parents there.
And that was a Miracle too.
Phoenix looked around his classroom, and instantly felt at home.
I watched him look at his new Teacher, He loved her instantly.
Love at First Sight for my Crystal.
And this Young Beautiful Teacher, didnt know it yet.
But, She loved him immediately too.
I knew My Phoenix would be at Home with his new Teacher.
Our new teacher was swept away by another parent.
The other Parent was Overwhelming to  Our new Teacher.
I could feel an uneasy feeling about that situation.
But, Phoenix was happy and he was at HOME.. FINALLY.

Phoenix Started school.  His teacher started each day with Yoga. And ended each Day with Yoga.
His new Young Beautiful teacher was reaching my Phoenix's spirit with the Power of Yoga.
My Phoenix was learning through the Power Of Yoga to feel good in his Own Skin.
The Human side in my Crystal Child
Crystal Children have a MUCH  Higher Vibration, Soul, than us Typical people.
I believe thats why All Crystals have Autism.
They dont feel good on this Earth. and in Human Form
They sink in deeply within themselves.
It takes that Special Teacher to Reach their human and spiritual side and Balance them.
Once the Autistic Crystal Child is balanced with themselves and their Higher Vibration,
they feel good in their skin, their BODY.
Then
Magic happens.
Speech Happens
Behaviors decrease,
Friendship with Peers are created
Patience happens
Education happens
All of this Things through Yoga, and that Young Beautiful Teacher.

That Teacher!!
Me and Phoenix didnt know,
But, we were praying everyday for this Miracle of a Teacher to enter our Lifes.
to make a Difference
This Young beautiful Teacher is the most important Spiritual, Earthly being I have encountered.
She made Miracle advances in my Phoenix, that no other teacher could have ever reached.
I have that beautiful bunny like Energy coming from Phoenix again,  But also,  He is So much more than a bunny Crystal.
This Teacher, a Gift to Us , from the Gods, made more sense of Phoenix's abilities to me, and she didnt even know how she was guiding me to where we are now.
Me and Phoenix Prayed For YOU!
We prayed All  summer.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
and She is
The Pearl of Our World!
She carries a sheer Pearl Rainbow color aura.

but that of the most beautiful pearl of the world.
In Future Post this Teacher will be known as
Ms. Pearl
THE PEARL OF OUR WORLD!!!!!

There's just that Something!

There's just that something about Crystal Children.  They do not mean to,  they wish to hide, but shine through brighter than typical children.  Children love to be close to Phoenix.  we can go out shopping,  dining in restaurants, picking up the groceries.  and children migrate straight to Phoenix.  most of the time Phoenix is wearing his dark sunglasses, as he has an aversion to bright lights.  I will often hear children saying" What's Up?  Phoenix will drop is glasses down from his eyes for a moment, and make brief eye contact with the child.  and he simply bows his head to them.   I've seen him engage children like this over and over.   maybe its Phoenix's deep sense of royalty,  his ancient soul ,something within him.  I know he knows he is different..  I wish for a day or two he could be typical.  and not be so over whelmed with his entire world.
I hope he understands there's a reason why he is here.  he can not disguise his autism, his crystal.  I wish he had  freedom from his Autism.  he listens so carefully to everything,  his favorite item to listen to is his mechanical watch.When he gets sensory overload  with the world,   he often puts his watch up to his ear and listens to the sound of his mechanical watch tic, tic, tic.just like a heart beat..  it calms him
there's nothing more beautiful and serene than his calm nature.
its not my job to understand Autism and crystal children,  but it is my job to make sure Phoenix is Calm and at peace. 

the green grass between his toes..

Lately, as warmer weather approaches,  Phoenix takes his shoes off and tickles his toes in the green grass.  as the world turns and turns again,  I found our family in sunny Florida last month  at an outside memorial service.  the St Augustine grass in Florida is like beautiful soft green carpet.  I could not keep Phoenix's Shoes on.  All he wanted to do was to be in the grass.  I guess,  he needed to ground and recharge, but he did it his way.   I didnt have to do a thing.  there he is was with his shoes off laying in the grass.  he then stood up and looked at me and then he looked to the sky, and said to me "Mommy I love the grass and I love the Sky."
I said to Him "I know"

the Self Made Vegetarian

I dont know how many parents go through this with their Crystal children?  But my Autistic crystalline child refuses to eat meat.  every evening we go through the same ritual. I fix Phoenix's plate with a tiny bit of meat on his plate. and every single night I get a NOPE!  "will you please taste this Phoenix?" he takes a fork full puts the meat in his mouth and he spits the meat out in the trash can every single time.  at least he tastes the meat, which goes in the trash.  we have have been learning over time, about his intense dislike of meat.  I have read over and over that Crystal children are vegetarian.  but,I never understood how the crystal children became vegetarian. I always just assumed the child was vegetarian  because of their parents being vegetarians.  or something like that?
my crystal child love vegetables,  you can place a piece of corn on the cob, and lima beans on his plate and Phoenix is so excited to eat. he says over and over "delicious" "delicious"
can you imagine?  I have a self made vegetarian.
Is your crystal child a vegetarian by choice?
amazing isnt it?

Autism Strength

I find it ironic, just how many tales of Autism , Autism and super strength, that  I  have heard.  I never really thought about autism, strength and Phoenix.  but, I am here to share his story.
just after Phoenix's first birthday, he suffered his first double ear infection. Phoenix was prescribed is first antibiotic medication.  soon after his first dose of the liquid medication, he broke into a severe allergic rash, all over his tiny body.  I new something was wrong and rushed him to the doctor and he was prescribed another medication. On, his first dose he began fighting me but he took the medicine, he was only 15 months old.
Six months later, at  two years of age Phoenix developed another double ear infection and a very high fever. I tried to give him a dose of fever reducer medication, and he spit it all over the floor. In a panic I called the doctor and rushed him to the doctor's office.  Phoenix was prescribed a liquid antibiotic medication. I didn't think much of it.  I went to the pharmacy and got his medicine, I couldn't wait until Phoenix would feel better I thought to myself. His prescription medicine was filled, you know the bubble gum pink stuff. 
I rushed home to give Phoenix his first dose of medicine.  Thinking to myself, he is going like this pink bubblegum medicine.  but, to my amazement,  Phoenix spit the medicine back at me. he refused the medication.  I decided maybe to mix it with milk and Phoenix refused it, then we mixed it with soda. He would take one sip and hand it back to me.and still, Phoenix refused his medicine.  I was in a panic and called his daddy to come home and help me. Maybe his daddy could convince Phoenix to take the medicine.  but, to my sorrow, Phoenix refused his daddy.and Pink bubble gum medicine was everywhere, where Phoenix had spit it all over the place.  All I wanted was my son to get well.  filled with worry at this point as Phoenix's fever spiked even higher.  I ran a cold bath for him, while his daddy called the doctor. I managed to get his fever down, I grabbed him, dressed him, and we rushed him back to the doctor's office.  Phoenix's doctor recommended a shot of antibiotics.  We had no other option.  My son was in horrible pain in his ears by this point and his fever was creeping back but higher.
well, this was first clue of something different, as the nurse came in with the shot, with my son being very sick at this point. He began to fight his daddy.  Phoenix was terrified of the shot and his daddy could not hold Phoenix down for the shot. another nurse came in to help hold Phoenix along with the doctor,his daddy, and me at Phoenix's feet. All to get the antibiotic shot administered to my son. Phoenix weighed only twenty pounds at this age.  can you imagine how me and his daddy felt?  we were relieved he had an antibiotic in him, but we were confused at what had taken place between Phoenix and his refusal of all medicine, and him fighting and resisting the shot, and the strength it took to fight the doctor, his daddy, the nurse and myself.

when the time came for Phoenix's autism diagnosis, as per protocol Phoenix's autism doctor wanted to study and test  Phoenix's DNA to check for genetic mutations.
oh my goodness, it was time for a blood draw for the DNA test.  you would have thought Phoenix was fighting for his life, kicking and screaming, me and his daddy thought back to his antibiotic shot, and told the doctor we will need more help to get Phoenix's blood drawn.  it took two male nurses, the doctor, and his daddy to get this blood drawn. all I could do is stand out of the way with no expression.  I just wanted to hide from what i just saw.  Who was that child?  Phoenix became something I had never seen in him before. His eyes looked like black saucers filled with rage and strength.
from this point  on in Phoenix's childhood, at two years old, vaccinations,  were almost impossible.  it was the same drill, his nurses knew the deal with Phoenix, it  was going to be a fight, and he always needed at least three nurses.

I remember back to when Phoenix attended Early childhood his teacher and teacher's aid would tell me over and over, how strong he was. during his meltdowns was when he was at his strongest.  I found myself apologizing a lot for Phoenix's melt downs.

Even when Phoenix was simply playing with me, if we are playing tag, whew he gets so happy and excited, when he tags me I can feel a sting through my entire body. CHI

Now, that Phoenix is in a Private Autism School, I've heard more about the Strength of Autistic children. especially during a melt down situation for the child. it seems these children have the ability to tap into their adrenaline at any moment. When these children tap into their adrenaline, its an amazing sight.  I would like to compare this to the Incredible Hulk.  get ready for the Hulk.  they're just happy sweet children, then when something just isn't right, or they can not get their get their point across, or just don't get their way. expect to see an incredible transformation. from angel into a melt down. you wonder where your child goes? your child's strength has tripled like the Hulk. My Phoenix will fall to the floor during a meltdown and with all my strength I can not pick him up off the floor. he fights me with an incredible intense strength. there is no reasoning with him.  I can only hope to talk him through it and overwhelm him with my love, and I wait for my son to return. when he finally gets through the melt down.



 One day, I went to visit the autism school.  One of Phoenix's class mates was upset. It was incredible because he was fighting his teacher with intense strength, all over a stuffed animal he wanted to carry home.  I do not understand what these crystal's see in their stuffed animals, but they just love them. and you dare not take them away. or expect to fight.  I guess the stuffed animals make them feel better.  I do not know, but Phoenix's full sized bed is loaded with at least twenty stuffed animals and he loves every one of them. 
I am always so nervous when I visit the Autism school.  I never know what to expect.  All these children are exceptional! I believe Crystal children are our genuine Mutations .  All with their special abilities and non abilities. 

dreams of Autism

How many times must I Repeat this.
Some many people ask me I How felt, when  I received Phoenix's Autism diagnosis. most can not believe,  I did not feel sad, devastated, where there tears?  no tears.
I have always been just grateful to God,  that Phoenix was here.    He was a miracle, a real in person miracle.
I remember nights when I was pregnant, and I could not fall asleep, and I was alone by myself.  I could hear the whispers. the whispers, Your son will have Autism.  as I drifted to sleep, I said in my dreams, I can handle Autism, just make him appear. make him beautiful.  please, in my dreams I pleaded to the gods to make him appear like everyone else.

Autism is like stepping over Mountains, its an enormous leap. but, Phoenix is here
He was so little when we received his diagnosis of Autism. Phoenix was just two years old.