Sunday, April 23, 2017

autism adrenaline strength, Yoga, Calming My Hulk,

Greetings And Welcome Again.
This Post is hard for to write, But I still would like to Share All sides of Our world.

My Hardest Challenge as A Crystal Mom. 

Autism, a Crystal, With Super Strength 
My Phoenix has always been able to Tap into his adrenaline.
Believe it or not Phoenix tapped into his Adrenaline the first time when he weighed Only Twenty Pounds.  Phoenix was sick, and needed antibiotics in the form of a Shot.
Phoenix thought his was Fighting For his Life, Fighting from a antibiotic needle.
He did Not want that needle.
He Tapped His Adrenaline, and the Hulk made One of His First Appearances. 
It took his dad, two nurses and me to hold him long enough to get his antibiotic shot.
I actually wrote about this For the First Time In 2013.
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My Phoenix ,
When He was a toddler , And his Sensory Issues would bother  him.
Phoenix would try his best as a toddler to manage his Sensory Over Load,
Some days he Just Couldn't.
With His Sensory Over load. And His Crystal Vibration Magnifying  everything
Phoenix would handle as Much of that magnified Crystal Vibration as his tiny Body Could.
My Babies Body Just wasn't able to process That amount of Intense Vibration
All Of a Sudden, I felt the Change In my son.
Phoenix Disappeared into his Own Darkness
 Phoenix would Radiate Dark Energy through His Eyes.
His Pupils would Dilate and his Eyes turned deep Black.
I knew ,  Melt Down was On the Way.
5,4,3,2,1  Atomic Bomb !!!
After He Finally Made it through his Melt Down and his Own Darkness.
Phoenix Burned through His Magnified Crystal Vibration.
He was Back. and Happy again,
A Phoenix


Phoenix has Grown Older.
Now he is  In Elementary School.
 Phoenix is Tall, Skinny and He is Not Athletic.
His ability to tap into his adrenaline remains.
Yes, His Adrenaline Tap Remains, and His is a Growing Boy,
Who has Grown Incredibly Strong.



Phoenix's  Sensory Filled  Structured school Days can bring far more than a Meltdown.
He has Grown Older.
His Crystal Vibration has grown Stronger
Phoenix Melts Downs  Turns into his Dark Energy, 
His Dark Energy
Turns into Anger
Then to Rage
Then Phoenix tapped in his Adrenalin
Phoenix Disappears into The Darkness. and Rage
My Phoenix Is Not There.
Bringing Out The Hulk.



When Phoenix Became the Hulk  in school I was stunned.
Phoenix was Angry, because he finished his work, and didn't receive his reward.
It was time to switch learning stations. and a teacher  pulled him away by his arms to go to the next station without His Reward.
First Phoenix sent a warning Shot with his Eyes.
Those Crystal Eyes turned  Black and Radiated Darkness .
Phoenix tapped that Adrenalin in One second
Again My Phoenix was Not There.

 He vanished in his own darkness
Becoming The Hulk
That Poor Teacher, received a Head But in the Nose From Phoenix, in Full HULK mode.
Still, with his Adrenalin, Full Hulk, He began Throwing Classroom chairs around the Room.
Phoenix was Out of Control. 
Phoenix finally calmed Down, And He was His Sweet Self Again.
 From the Hulk back to Bruce Banner.
And that Poor teacher had to go get her Nose Checked at the Hospital. It was Black and Blue.
I Felt SO SAD.. for The Teacher, My Phoenix, and Myself
I lost My Faith...
What Could I Do?
I said I was So Sorry to His Teacher. A hundred times, but it was still not enough.
His Teacher assured me she Still loved Phoenix, as I'm looking at her Nose and her  black eyes. with Deep depressed Sadness.
Phoenix at the time was in 2nd grade. a Little Boy..  Already causing Fear from his teacher!

This mommy was Broken.. my heart was in a thousand pieces.
My Phoenix.
My Crystal.
My heart.
Your love
Your hugs feel like a Million Heavens.
What was happening with my Child?
A Crystal Child..

I  had dreams of him long before he was born to me.
How Could this be , a Crystal Child , with  this Super Strength?
Adrenaline tapping Child. A Hulk! I questioned everything about Phoenix.I doubted him to be a Crystal Child.  I never in my travels seen a Crystal Child become Dark.
I thought maybe,
Phoenix is mad at me for Being Born, and He was Much happier being at home among the Stars of Pleiades.
Just what I was going through, No One Could Understand.
Tear after Tear. I could Lift a Drought
When He is the Hulk, He is Just Gone.

I wonder where he goes to.


Another School Year.
I was hoping for the Best .
Yoga in School was helping soothe that Overwhelming Vibration Aura of His.
Mrs. Pearl has been Teaching Phoenix to calm and Balance that Vibration of his with Yoga.
We Were Doing Alright. Phoenix Loved Mrs. Pearl.
Phoenix was Calm and Happy.
we has made it to February.
But, One day at Horse therapy.
Phoenix had a Hulk Moment.
Mrs Pearl didn't have any Apple Juice that day.

And Phoenix wanted More Cheetos. I didn't know at this Point My Phoenix was eating Cheetos, with Food Dye that makes his Mind Crazy.
Phoenix was Going Dark.
Mrs Pearl tried To Calm Him, By Using Yoga Mantras.
"I am Calm "
"Mrs. Pearl is Here."
Phoenix wasn't having it.
Especially after Eating the Mind Altering Cheetos.
Phoenix was Going Darker , and when he get to a certain Level, there is No coming back from it.
A Warning Shot was Fired Through his Crystal Eyes .
Phoenix Tapped his Adrenaline.
Then we Lost him to the Hulk.
Phoenix Put a Huge Knot on Mrs.Pearl Head.
Phoenix came back to us, Just Like Bruce Banner Does.
Phoenix realizing something went wrong.
Just Keep looking At Mrs. Pearl Head.
"Asking whats the matter.'
Mrs Pearl was sent to the Doctor to check for a concussion.
It was so Heartbreaking. Phoenix Loves Mrs Pearl.
And I was so Fearful their Bond would be Broken over this,
But In another Miracle, Phoenix and Mrs. Pearl Became Closer.

Phoenix Still has had so Many Triumphs , Calming My Hulk
Mrs Pearl and Yoga Poses Keeping Him Calm.
Using the Mantra
I am Calm.
Mrs.Pearl, creating her Own Miracles, With Phoenix.
She is the Only One who Can Get to Phoenix when He is Going Dark.
Phoenix has Levels Of Darkness, and when he get to Level Six, There is No turning Back.
Mrs.Pearl has successfully turned  Phoenix 's Darkness back from Level Five back to One.
Mrs Pearl and her daily Yoga.
Mrs Pearl teaching Phoenix  to Program his Mind and Spirit with Yoga Poses, Energy, and Mantras.
Calming the Hulk within.

Mrs Pearl has had Many Great Successes keeping Phoenix balanced and Keeping Calm.
Another Miracle. With Mrs Pearl's Yoga.
Can you Imagine if you have a Child with Autism with Anger Issues?
and Suddenly through the Power Of Yoga, Your Child can learn to sooth their Anger with Yoga?
Its a Beautiful thing. But, It takes Time, and Lots of Yoga.

Phoenix has A long way to Go, and More time and More Yoga.
A Couple Of weeks ago. Sadly Phoenix lost himself into darkness again.
Phoenix had spent time outside at the end of the school day, and maybe became to hot. Crystal children are Heat Sensitive. Phoenix was packing up at the end of the school day and  decided he wanted Mrs Pearl's marker to take home. and she said "No"
Phoenix cant have everything.
All the school Children were going home,   the entire school, loading the Buses.
Phoenix couldn't handle his day anymore.
And He Just went Dark.
He  Fired a warning Shot of Dark Energy Through his Crystal Eyes .
Tapped that Adrenaline.
And Phoenix disappeared into his Own Dark Energy with those Black Eyes.
and The Hulk came Out with More Power and Strength than Ever before.
The Strength of two men..  and feeling no pain.
I can Not ever Understand, He went after Mrs Pearl.
Phoenix had to be Restrained by Mrs Pearl and Her Teacher Assistant, Then, The 6'2 Giant Principle had to come help restrain My Hulk.
Phoenix went Hulk in front of all the other school children.
Can you imagine what those Children were Thinking??
At least I know Phoenix will never get Bullied.
The school called for me to Pick him up.
when I got to him
It was just like looking at Bruce Banner coming back from being the Hulk.
The Kid Looked like he had just been to war. This Mommy had to clean up the Ruins the Hulk had left behind. Every time I think about this I want to cry.
 

Please Dont  Fear Phoenix

After Moments When Phoenix becomes The Hulk
They are Afraid Of you , what are you going to do next?
I always tell myself that its going to alright.
Being a Mom to Phoenix, I worry his Teachers are Afraid of him.
FEAR, my Phoenix.
Phoenix can sense when People Fear Him, and He magnifies every emotion back to you.
Including Fear. Making the Person have a More uncomfortable  Fear towards him.
Phoenix can use that fear to get his way with a Teacher Assistant.
When Phoenix should be working, The TA will let Phoenix draw Animals, or whatever he wants.
using her Fear against her.
Don't Fear! 



My Phoenix
Everyone who meets him, Loves him.
It something without warning, You Just Love him.
when he is balanced,
He Is Vibrant and full Of Life.
Full Of Love..
Phoenix's Crystal Eyes Become Large and His Aura is the Light that can be seen.
Phoenix Just Loves Being Alive.
and In turn
He shows you want it means to be Alive.
Phoenix, Just Needs you to take Some time with him.
And He can, without Any Words, Can Show you what you need to Live.
Phoenix Can Preach without words. Just that Crystal Vibration.
This was my confusion. Phoenix is a Crystal Child in every sense.
Amazing Coincidences That become Miracles happen all around this Beautiful Child.
I waited My Whole Life for Phoenix,  He is A Miracle..
But,This Adrenalin Tapping Dark Energy, Hulk. Is not a Crystal Characteristic of a Crystal.
One thing I can Not deny, He was born with this Ability of the Adrenalin Tap.
I've read that some children with Autism Develop Blind Rage. I have never read anywhere about a twenty month old, with Blind Rage.. anything is possible though..
Crystal Children are Sensitive , if they feel a Threat , They will retreat and find Safety Within themselves.

I know One Crystal, If he feels a Threat, Maybe he does retreat within Himself, But, A Strong Force Of Power and Strength Emerges.
Phoenix will use his abilities, If he Must.
Adrenaline Tap. Including an Incredible Pain tolerance ..

If All Crystals Feel The need to retreat when they feel a Threat. What would happen if these Crystal Children were in a Group?  a Threat Arises..  To harm them.
Even with all of Their Magnificent Powerful vibrations.  The Crystals Could Not Defend Themselves.
But, There Is One, One Crystal, That will Destroy that Threat.

I know I have a hard time wrapping my head around Phoenix and turning Dark. And you may not understand it either.
But, where there is dark , there is Light.
Phoenix is trying to balance his Vibration and grow into a massive aura. It's difficult for him. But, when he is balanced,
He Is the most loving , cuddly little boy. You just can't get enough of that genuine love. He heals, he soothes, and brings comfort.
With great work with Yoga. Phoenix has learned to be calm.
Phoenix just needs to keep moving forward, with Yoga and becoming one with the Mantra, I am Calm





























Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Characteristics of a Crystal a child, A Mom's Point of View

Greetings,

Thank You!! Thank for Stopping by for a Visit with Me today.
I Started this blog in 2010. But I started writing post about Phoenix in 2008 on my first blog.
writing about Phoenix, here and there, through the years
now, I have been a mom to a Crystal Child for 10 years.
I have experienced the Characteristics of a Crystal child through Phoenix.
Most Important!!
I have also experienced 10 years of Living with a Crystal Child, learning  how to adapt and grow into His Own Crystal Characteristics.
Phoenix was Born with Crystal Children Characteristics,
And then Some Of His Crystal Characteristics have emerged as he grows.
Phoenix.
10 years ago there were books here and there about Crystal Children.
Those books gave me no Clue what kind of a Life Path I was in For as A Mother to a Crystal Child.

NO Clue!!!

 Moms, Dads and Caregivers to Crystal Crystal, I must Share this with You****
Its not easy being a Parent to a Crystal Child.
 Life with a Crystal Child does not mean  you're Living with a perfect Angelic being every single day.
 Phoenix , a Crystal Child with Autism., Raising him, has been my biggest Challenge of My Life.
There have been Moments with Phoenix, Moments with Miracles. Moments of asking Myself, "did that just really happen" Miracles.
And Then there were Moments, Moments with Phoenix,
That I thought I to myself,
 He cant be a crystal child behaving this way. and I Lost my Faith.
I Just want to Share with you, If a day happens, and your questioning if you child is a Crystal Child..  Your Child's Behavior's was the farthest thing from being that Angelic Being that particular day..   . and loose Faith . you Loose Faith in you Crystal being True..
Just Know, From , Me to you, With Love, Parent to Parent
That it is Alright!!
It Will Be OK!
They are just Children after all.
Out of NO Where! Your Crystal Child will have a Moment, and Moment with another Miracle.. and Faith will be restored in All you believed before..

All Crystal Children are different. there are no two alike. With Crystal Child being different, each crystal has their Own characteristics.
Even Though all Crystal's are Different,
I Felt I needed to Share with Parents Of Crystal Children. My Spiritual Life with Phoenix
Me and Phoenix just had to figure this Crystal Life out just the two of us. But, I felt so Alone..
I want other Crystal Children parents to know you are not Alone in this Crystal Journey.
 I've been Taught so much From Phoenix .
Please Understand, when you are reading about  Crystal Children Characteristics, and you indeed are the parent of a Crystal. Child.
Your Life is Now Your Crystal Child's learning how to live and grow with their Crystal Characteristics

Today, I want to Share with You Phoenix's Characteristics, growing Up Crystal.
Please bookmark this page for Later.
We have Been on this path a long time.  Crystal characteristics, emerge as they grow up.
So, we might have a lot to share with you on this post.


Much More than Crystal Characteristics**** Signs a Crystal is on the Way***
I read that Crystal Children choose their Parents.
I don't if that's true.
remembering back ,
right after my marriage to my husband,
I started have a recurring Dream about blond haired brown eyed little boy.
I continued to dream of this little boy for eight years.
 my recurring dreams were not night after night.
Maybe once a week
or I could a month without having the Dream.
after Dreaming of this Blond Hair Brown little boy so many times,
I loved him so much, I knew I was his mommy.
I'm not sure If the Gods were sending me a message to Get him Here With Me.
or Phoenix was letting me He wanted to be Born to me.
Either Way, I knew  I was going to have this Child.


Pregnancy With A Crystal Child.*
My Pregnancy was difficult With Phoenix.
I had two miscarriages trying to get him here on Earth.
you can Imagine I was a nervous mess during this Crystal Pregnancy.
I heard Whispers during my Pregnancy with Phoenix
Whispers from the Gods Perhaps.
The Whispers told me " He will have Autism"
I responded by "Just make him Beautiful"
I didn't even know about Autism all those years ago


A Crystal Child's Birth*

Phoenix's Birth was Difficult...
But, When he was Born...
Phoenix did not Cry, when He took his First Breath..
That's Right!!
My Crystal child did Not Cry when he entered this World!!!
Instead, He Opened His Crystal Eyes Right Away.
Giant Black Eyes!
Phoenix Could Crystal Gaze within Minutes of Birth.
Those Giant Black eyes Gazed into his Fathers eyes.


Crystal Children And Vaccines*
First, I am NOT an ANTI Vaccine Mom!!!!
and Yes Phoenix is a Crystal Child with Autism
what I do know!
when Phoenix would get his scheduled Vaccine shots he would get sick
I noticed He wasn't Doing well at the 2 month Vaccine.
He was lethargic, his skin  turned red, and he was not doing well.
It would take a week for him to feel better after a Vaccine
My Two Older boys, did not react to Vaccines Like Phoenix.
They handled their vaccines.
But, when it was Time for a Vaccine,  Phoenix would have the  Same Reaction  every time.
As Phoenix grew older, and developed Strength.  Any Vaccine  or needle coming his way,
This  Crystal Child  would fight For his Life against the Nurses and Doctors.
At Two years old, Phoenix had to endure Autism genetic Testing. Which required a needle for a blood Draw.  It took several Nurses and a Doctor, to hold him down to get the needle in him
Me and his Dad couldn't believe what we were seeing. Phoenix felt like he was fighting for his life again. This Child was strong, and still is.  As the years went by I learned this Strength came from and Ability to Tap into his Adrenalin at any moment.
Phoenix has all his vaccines. And even his yearly Flu shot.
Without the yearly Flu shot, if he catches a virus, he's much sicker.
Crystal Children to don't react well at all to foreign substances in their Body.


Autism, Speech Delay, and a Crystal Child's Telepathy***
Phoenix, when he was a Baby made little noise.
He barely Cried, and wasn't Cooing like Babies at six months old.
This was a Sign or Symptom of Autism as we Know.
Phoenix was Diagnosed with Autism at two years old.
Somehow, I knew everything he wanted or needed though.
Telepathy is not always what you think it might be.
Telepathy can come through to the Crystal Parent as an emotion from the Crystal child, especially as Crystal Babies.
Or Just,  how you would imagine, Phoenix as he grew older could get in my Mind, and Tell me exactly what he was thinking. and Phoenix could get in my Mind, to know What I was thinking.
Phoenix may try to Use telepathy on other People.
But, Only Chosen Loved Ones Can actually hear him or feel his emotions.

Phoenix would also some how, SING when he was a baby.
His singing sounded like an Orca Whale.. I didn't understand what I was hearing, but, his singing was beautiful.
I prayed and Prayed, I wanted to hear his Voice with my ears.   finally,  I did when he was 18 months old. He said De De, and finally Da Da..
Phoenix to this Day would rather not Talk. through out his 10 year life, I have constantly reminded him "To Use his Words"..  He would rather not...




Crystal Children will Let Their Parents Know their a Crystal****
A Blog Post from September  2008
http://eternalsunshineofthesplitmind.blogspot.com/2008/09/autism-crystal-and-blue-lady.html
Tthen we were doing alright, Phoenix and me were on the Floor playing tickle.
sometimes messages have a funny way of getting to you, for i doubted Phoenix to be Crystal.
i placed my face on the bottom of Phoenix's feet, tickle, tickle, but a tickle of his feet wasn't what he wanted. i felt him lock into my eyes, as i then played pick a boo with his feet, then i felt the crystalline energy of my son embrace me, Phoenix told me to send energy to him, and if you are familiar with REiki, i was sending reiki energy to him. and every time i would send a wave of energy to him, he would start giggling, we did this over and over radiating through each other, with him giggling louder and louder every time i sent him energy. then i heard The Blue Lady say to me, you have your Crystal Confirmation...........................................
after wards
i felt like i had been touched by the Gods, i have experienced many forms of enlightenment in my lifetime, by evoking the goddess herself, this experience with my Crystal Phoenix,, so far was the most spiritual, and divine of my entire life, i felt my spirit shimmering .

Crystal Children, Autism, Sensory, Extremely Sensitive***
 Phoenix has a Tactile Sensory. Touch
Phoenix is Very Sensitive to florescent lights. and Bright Lights.
He wears sunglasses to Protect His Crystal Eyes.
Phoenix is sensitive to Certain Energies, It could be People, Places, or things.
He Sensitive to  Other People's emotions.
He senses everything Positive or Negative.
Phoenix can not have food Dyes. If he eats  candy with These Dyes,  he goes crazy.
Phoenix's skin is sensitive to detergents.

Crystal Child are vegetarians.***
Phoenix has always Loved his Vegetables.
and He really has never like meat.  I keep placing meat on his plate, until I got the point! he was throwing it in the trash every time I tried..
He will eat the occasional chicken nugget covered in ketchup. GROSS


Crystal Children, Separation Anxiety from Parents, and a Chosen loved One*****
My gosh, Phoenix has in his life, just his mommy and daddy.
Phoenix has lived with his Daddy working for the railroad all his life.  Railroad life is not easy for Phoenix. When he was a baby,  just Brand New, he would see his Daddy one day, and then his Daddy could be gone for a couple days. As Phoenix grew older , his Daddy could be playing with him, an emergency railroad call would come in. Phoenix's daddy would have to go to work. Phoenix would cry for hours and hours. Genuine, my heart is broken tears.
Phoenix's daddy is still with the Railroad. And those Calls still come in. After 10 years , sometimes he's OK,with his Daddy leaving us to go to work.
And other day's  his heart still breaks. And Cries heartbroken tears. Phoenix last severe separation anxiety heartbreak was Thanksgiving. Phoenix's brother was with us for the holiday. Phoenix was a happy boy with his family all together.
And then that call came. His daddy had an emergency at work.
Phoenix  cried on the couch  for two hours for his Daddy.
Tears, so many heartbroken tears..
Phoenix wouldn't even eat his Thanksgiving dinner.


Crystal Children Eyes, The Most famous Characteristic*
I'm sure you know by now , Crystal Children are known for their beautiful Crystal Eyes. Crystal children eyes are well known for Crystal Gazing , making eye contact and touching your soul ,
it is common for Crystal Children Eyes to be a magnificent Blue color.
Phoenix, however, His eyes are Brown.
Growing up, Phoenix used his Crystal Eyes for more than Crystal Gazing. There was more to those Crystal Eyes.
As I wrote in earlier post,
At a young age Phoenix was wearing sunglasses. He needed his  Crystal Eyes covered.
He learn ed to communicate with his Crystal eyes, by lowering
His sunglasses. Making eye contact when he choose to.
Phoenix can Use His Crystal Eyes as Weapons
Phoenix' Crystal Eyes can pierce your eyes with light and
Dark arrows.
You don't understand what you're feeling but it's sharp and those eyes hurt your soul.
And then you can feel the greatest love through those Crystal Eyes.
Through some miracle pictures of Phoenix's Crystal Eyes.
Remember   His eyes are Brown.
I felt I needed to take a closer look. His eyes appeared to have a strange sheen to them. I decided to enlarge his eye. And simply adjust the color bar , light bar.
I discovered in his Iris of his Crystal Eyes,  Contained his Crystal Aura .
All of Phoenix's aura colors, in his Iris.
Crystal Children Eyes are actually Genuine Crystal Eyes.
When Crystal Children make eye Contact with some one and Crystal Gaze ,
That's why you feel your soul has been seen.
That Crystal Aura was reaching you through Those Crystals eyes.

Crystal Child Love the Earth! *****
Animals, Soil, Seeds, Plants, Rocks,CRYSTALS,
My Crystal Child with Autism is Obsessed with Animals.
All Animals, he spends his time writing animal names.  and When He is on his Ipad, he is searching for Images of any animal you he can Imagine.
Since Phoenix Could walk, he loved to be outside, enjoying what the Earth has to offer.
My  crystal loves to plant flower seeds..   and water the seeds, and to watch the seeds grow into flowers.  its his most favorite thing to do...
 I cant tell you how many times, Ive found different Rocks In Phoenix's pants pockets.
If I miss the Rocks in his Pants, I can hear My washing machine swishing rocks around.
Since, Phoenix was a tiny thing, he would just walk around and look at his Flowers he grew. and it is a common occurrence for him to put his ear against the flower and Listen.
Listening to his Flowers.
Phoenix is a real tree hugger. He'll find a tree he loves and give it a hug.
Some days, he just wants to be in his bare feet, feeling the Grass between his toes.
He loves to dig in the Dirt and feel the soil between his Fingers.
CRYSTALS!!  I have so many Crystals I have collected, years before Phoenix was born.
Phoenix loves them.  He even has Chosen his own Crystal.
Phoenix had a Special Crystal Choose Day.
And Of Course, My Atlantean Record Keeper Choose Him.

Crystal Children have a Connection to Higher Realms. Angels, Ghosts, Fairies, Multidimensional cosmic beings*****
I have always been able see, Ghost, energy, fairies, anything In the Higher Realms, since I was a Child. I have My own  Life experiences  with the Higher Realms, It can be so scary, exciting, and Mostly I was Taught,
There is more to This World than what it appears.
Phoenix though,  at a young age. I often caught him staring into Space at nothing, and just smiling and laughing. and then I would see a bright orb of light move quickly through the room.
One experience to Share with Phoenix's Spiritual Connection
 Phoenix was three years old, I was ready for bed and i had laid down for my nights rest. i looked down my hall.
and i saw something unbelievable. i saw energy outlines of different colors, Ghosts
 one after the other, The Ghosts were moving in waves down my hall.
Toward Phoenix's bedroom room!!
I thought to myself.. "dear God?!"
I shut my eyes and i opened my eyes again and there they were again, Ghost one after the other, in a line moving forward, Going to Visit a sleeping Crystal Child
To give you, the reader.. an idea of what this looked like, think back to the 1982 movie Poltergeist. in this movie there is a scene in the film that shows the ghosts coming down the stair case. think of seeing that image but without the skeletons and faces, just the actual ghost energy.
It felt like I saw at least a hundred of these beings, paying a visit to my Crystal.

Crystal Children Need Yoga****
It may be difficult but find your Crystal Child with Autism a Yoga group.
A yoga for special needs Children
Kids inclusive Yoga
Yoga is exceptional in calming and Soothing children Crystal Children.
With yoga,
 Phoenix was able  feel good in his own skin, for the first time.
When Autistic Crystal Children feel good in their own skin,
Miracles Happen.
Phoenix was able to be Comfortable in that Vibration of his.
His body and Vibration feel like they can finally co habitat together.
Yoga can help with a Crystals constant Sensory overload,balancing their Chakras.
Yoga is teaching to Phoenix, To Breath,to Find the Light, and to be Calm.
Yoga  Taught Phoenix Ground Himself with that Powerful Vibration of his.
With Wonderful Healing Yoga Poses.
Not, Only that, Yoga has helped Phoenix feel more Comfortable with Using His Words.
Yoga is a Powerful Medicine to Help your Crystal Child Grow and Learn.


Crystal Children Love.Rainbows and Rainbow Colors**
Phoenix is in all is his Glory when he sees a Rainbow after a Rain shower.
He looks out our giant picture window.  after it rains looking for a rainbow.
He Often Gets Blessed, and sees One.
Phoenix get so Over the Moon Happy, when he sees a Rainbow Looking out the window.
"Rainbow Mommy"
And sure enough there's the Rainbow he was waiting for.
 Phoenix loves Rainbows with intensity.
He was taught In School about
ROY G BIV
An acronym for the colors of the visible light spectrum:
Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Indigo
Violet
Phoenix has Drawn Hundreds Of Rainbows . and On Every Drawing
He writes
ROY G BIV
 He has every Color In Place
Phoenix loves Rainbow colored Clothes..
The Rainbow Clothing has to mixed for some reason.
Their is a Rainbow scarf he is wearing in the Top Picture.
Phoenix found that Rainbow scarf at the Local Good Will Store.
It was love at first Site, Phoenix and  that Rainbow Scarf.
He snatched The Rainbow Scarf right off the Hanger with Great Joy..
Phoenix made sure I knew HE wasn't Leaving the store without it.
Phoenix fell in Love with a Tie dye Rainbow Colored Shirt in different store the same Way.
That Shirt is his Most Favorite Shirt In the World.
Phoenix one day, starting talking about a Rainbow Monster.
Out of Now Where..  Rainbow Monster...
I didn't know what in the World, a Rainbow Monster??
Well..
 For Phoenix's Birthday, we visited  a mall with an Aquarium in it.  Phoenix and His love for Animals.
We are at a Mall!
Phoenix loves stuffed animals!
Its His Birthday!!
Build a Bear, Here we Come!!
As Soon as we walk in the Build A Bear ..
Phoenix finds a Rainbow Monster to Love...

Crystal Children are Sensitive to Crowds,****especially when toddlers
When Phoenix was a Toddler, I decided to run to Walmart..  on a Busy Saturday afternoon to pick up who knows what.. people were everywhere..
Pushing our cart through the isles , of People have a Family reunion in Walmart.
Phoenix began to covered his ears.
I thought to myself, "ok"
And keep Pushing the Cart..
Then it happened, His Sensory, Overloaded
Phoenix had an Atomic Melt Down.
In the Middle Of a Crowded Walmart.
It felt to me ,He was screaming in Pain. I just couldn't comprehend that then.
I tried to Get out of the store As Fast as I could.
and Then He tapped into his Adrenaline, and Began Screaming even louder.
The Crowd In walmart  Just Stopped! and Stared. and I knew what they were hearing.
a Phoenix Meltdown.. 
after all,  you rarely feel your eardrums vibrate your ear like that and from a  small child.
I know, When Phoenix Vibrates your eardrums, It is an incredible feeling But Painful.
Phoenix is a Siren. He can Still Vibrate Your ears


Crystal Children Love with Most Genuine Love!!
Phoenix only loves a few Chosen people on this Earth.
When he loves you with his Genuine Crystal love,
Looking in His Crystal eyes, or if you're enjoying a hug.
You can feel his Genuine Love, radiating through your soul.
His Genuine Love can make you Feel like everything is alright in the World.
When your Day feels  impossible to get through,
Just One Hug , Can Fill you Up with Love, to get through the Day.
Phoenix has a Genuine Love for Mrs. Pearl.
And She loves him.
Mrs Pearl has her Impossible Days to,
Then She Can Look At Phoenix, And Phoenix Senses Mrs Pearl's emotions.
Phoenix will Try to sit in her lap,Give her a Crystal Gaze, and just hug her with His genuine Crystal Love, and give her a Giggle.
and her Day turns from Impossible day , To a Day recharged with Courage and Sunshine.
That Genuine Love Phoenix has for Mrs. Pearl, help connect them.  And some Telepathy has occurred between the two of them.


Some Crystal Crystal Children are Beacons*****
As Crystal Children Grow, Their Characteristics grow with them.
This is a recent Crystal Child Characteristics that just emerged.
Phoenix is in a Special Needs class.
With a good chance  for more Crystal Children to  be close by.
Crystal Children all carry their own vibration. Some Crystals vibrate lower, and some higher.
But, Crystal Children as they grow up will be drawn to each other.
Crystal Children as they grow, Love being with other Crystal Children
and Need to be with Other Crystal Children. In Groups.
They Love being In Groups!!
A Crystal Child with a high vibration can become a Beacon and  invite the lower vibration Crystal out of hiding.
Phoenix  has found a couple of Crystal Friends this way..
 And they All adore Phoenix with Great Care and Love.
As A Mom, to a Crystal Child of Autism,
I was Over Joyed, Phoenix has Friends!!!!
One Crystal Child,  A Classmate Of Phoenix's. And a Yoga Friend.
 I discovered long after meeting her She was Crystal.
A Crystal Girl Child.
She is a Crystal Brown, A Crystal with Brown Eyes.
She is the Most Beautiful girl.
One Day Mrs Pearl Told me  early in the School Year, This Little Girl had a massive Crush On Phoenix.  I was again, Blown Away.
Phoenix Has Friends and a Girl has a Crush On Him!!1

A little Girl had a Crush On my Phoenix.
Phoenix cant talk that Well. And He has Autism, How is it Possible For this little Girl to have a Crush on my boy?
I just didn't understand it.
Then I went to visit Phoenix's Class at Horse Therapy.
AND THERE SHE WAS!
 Beautiful with Long Brown Hair, and Giant Black Eyes!
 She was Sitting on a Bench as Close to Phoenix as she could.
Mrs Pearl and the teacher assistants reminded me,
 This is the little Girl that has a huge Crush on Phoenix.
She heard the teachers, and turned around and Blushed.
Again, This Crystal Girl Child was displaying zero Crystal characteristics.
And I could not Detect her Crystal Vibration.
Phoenix's Birthday came around later in the year and we Had a Birthday Party at School For Him.
This Crystal Girl gathered Gifts from her House to bring to Phoenix for his Birthday.
She was the Sweetest Child who adored my Son.
In all my Years of Being a Mom to a Crystal Child, I didn't realize How Strong and Powerful Phoenix's Crystal Vibration truly is.
Phoenix's Vibration,  when being around Low Vibration carrying Crystal children,
Can Amplify another Crystal Child's Vibration. With His Own Vibration.
BY Lifting Their Own Vibration out of hiding, and you can detect them.
Phoenix has spent the school year with her, and it has taken some time and some group Crystal Yoga.
But She Is So Crystal Now!!
Recently, It was Special Olympics Time.
Phoenix was participating in The Special Olympic Events, and This Sweet Crystal Girl,
Followed him to every event he was in. She Sat Beside him on every bench. When Phoenix would get off the Bench she would immediately follow him, just to be near him.
I could Feel, She is So TRUE to Phoenix.
Then, It dawned on Me, I needed to take a closer look at this Girls' eyes.
And There She Was.
That Crystal Being, Shining Right in her eyes. Genuine Honest Crystal Love.
That Moment looking Into Her Eyes Explained everything.
She was drawn to The Familiar Crystal Vibration Of Phoenix.

A Crystal Connection.

Crystal Children Healers**
I've read many Times about Crystal Children Healing, Different Ailments of People.
I think that is Incredible.
Crystal Children help each other Heal.***
My Experience With Phoenix tells me there is Much More to it than This Laying of the Hands
 Type of Healing.
Remember Crystals Love to be In Groups
Most Of these Children Find Each Other Through the Power Of Yoga.
A yoga Class for special needs Children
Kids inclusive Yoga
Crystal Children In a Group Doing Yoga.
Yoga Pose after Yoga Pose.
Yoga Balancing Their Vibration..
Each Crystal carry their own vibration, their own energy.
With Yoga, Each Crystal Child's vibration energy is lifted, and And Each individual  Vibration Becomes One Magnificent Vibration. With All Their Beautiful Crystal Auras perfectly layered..
That Magnificent Vibration Contains a  healing energy ,
One Crystal to another Crystal.
Together.
One Vibration
 Feeling something Wonderfully familiar.
Making them Feel Good to be in their On Skin..
Calming their Sensory needs.
Soothing their Vibration.

Maybe, Crystals are here to heal the sick.
But, in thinking in a Brand New way.
The Crystal Children  can heal each other through, yoga. Yoga Reaching deep in the soul with beautiful healing love.
 the Crystal Children ,Together,  slowly, slowly,slowly heal their needs. Whatever their needs are.
Together The Crystal Children are Healers.

Crystal Children. Growing Brighter**
Phoenix since he was a Little thing, as had this essence about him.
He has always had this understanding about himself.
Even with the Autism.
Phoenix has always Known He is Much More Than his Autism.
As Phoenix grew Older, School Years
 he Embraced that Essence ,
That essence of his was his Aura Vibration Growing Brighter.
Then
 Out  No Where He Just Got this Style  about him.
He Dresses, How he wants.
He Loves to Wear Scarfs in the Winter.
With A Fluffy Toboggan .
And Of Course a Pair of Sunglasses.
And If he Can Find a Necklace
or a watch...
That's Phoenix Off to School.
Before I knew it.
All the School Children in the School Knew Phoenix.
"What's Up Phoenix?"
"What's Up Phoenix?"
Phoenix would Nod, Or Pull Down His Sunglasses enough to make brief EYE contact.
 Phoenix Growing Brighter to his Peers...

I think I may Stop my Post today.
Thank you For Spending some time with me today.

Love And Light...































Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Crystal Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise

Do you ever wonder about Crystal Children traits?
Do you wonder if your child with Autism is a Crystal child?
You will find yourself searching the web.. Finding many websites listing their characteristics or traits of Crystal Children .  The most famous characteristics and traits are their Hypnotic Crystal eyes. The Crystal children have intense eyes when their vibration, When  fully ascended and Born on the Golden Ray, the Sixth dimension of  Conscious. Crystal children  can master the power of their Mysterious Crystal eyes.  Those Crystal Eyes more can do far than, gaze into souls.

The Crystal Eye Gaze
 One ability of their Crystal Eyes is to first make eye contact ,then Through those eyes, they can check out a new persons vibration entering their world, through those eyes they can adjust how much protective light they need to Protect their  Crystal Aura. Crystal Children always need to protect themselves and their Aura.

Mrs.Pearl Is Phoenix's CHOSEN ONE.
Those Crystal Eyes are to be used for sending powerful amounts of love, to a CHOSEN ONE,  with just simply looking into their Crystal Eyes.  Having experienced my Phoenix's eye contact, exchanging our love. That loving energy was so soul lifting, heavenly, even......
my Crystal only chooses to share his Eyes and Love with very few Chosen people. Phoenix only chooses people who love him unconditionally, both his great days, and those Dark days in Return for his Genuine honest Crystal Love.

Crystal Children  with Autism can express many emotions from a glance of their Crystal Eyes, without saying a word.   and Those Crystal Eyes may have a significant role in a Crystal Child 'ability for telepathy.
Just note those Crystal Eyes have a greater purpose than just looking mysterious, and Crystal gazing into People's Souls.

Phoenix's First Use of His Crystal Eyes..
When the big  day finally came, and Phoenix was born. His birth was difficult. Phoenix , never cried.when he gasped his first breath on Earth.  I was freaking out.  Can you imagine listening to a silent room after your baby is born???? Phoenix more than made up for being silent and not crying.first , he was taken and completed his health check.
 he was healthy, the no crying thing is an odd birth. Finally, the nurses brought us a swaddled brand new Phoenix. With Brand New Wide Open Eyes. I told the nurse his father will hold him first. After all , I've known Phoenix in my dreams forever.And His Father must hold him first.
As soon as Phoenix is placed in his father's arms, my brand new baby boy,  Looks up into his Father's eyes, with his Giant Black saucer eyes.Thats Correct.
 Black Eyes.. With those Wide Crystal Eyes  gazing in the eyes of his father for the first time.  I had never witnessed Black wide open eyes on a Brand new baby before .just gazing into the eyes of his father.. while my son and husband looked into each other eyes for the first time. Time  Stopped.  I quickly sensed I was not my husband 's most loved soul in the universe anymore. Within minutes of Phoenix being born., Phoenix was using His Crystal Eyes. the crystal  gaze


Just note those Crystal Eyes have a greater purpose than just looking mysterious, and Crystal gazing into People's Souls. I will post more on those Crystal Eyes later.


  Now, use Google images and search for Crystal Children Eyes. Go ahead and take a peek Crystal  Children Eyes are a mystery, not for us to understand. In your search, Did you notice most all the Crystal Children have blue eyes??? Not ordinary blue eyes. Blue eyes belonging to incredible higher beings. At first glance of a Crystal child with blue eyes , you literally may need take a pause for a minute.
 A Blue Eyed Crystal child can not make an entrance anywhere without those

Crystal blue Crystal eyes saying hello to everyone. They cant hid.
Now, looking through the Crystal children eyes, how many of those Crystal Eyes were Brown?
 Not many.
I always thought to myself , Why would Crystal Children only have Blue Eyes..The Gods wouldn't choose only Blue Eyed Parents for these  Star Children to be born to..

Crystal  Children with Brown Eyes, Crystals in Disguise.

If you had a miracle , of  learning of the Crystal Children.
AND then you think to yourself, my child has all these Crystal Children characteristics and traits.
Could it be????
 My Child could be crystal ?
Everything makes sense about your child finally...
But,, My Child has just average Brown Eyes????
and you're stuck just wondering about the possibility of it all ?
From just Life with Phoenix, I have seen many different Crystals . Always a Crystal with Blue Eyes though..
 Always A Blue Eyed Crystal blasting indescribable Light through their Magnificent  Eyes.  Crystal children born with blue eyes  can't hid their eyes from the world. It really helps to answer questions about lack of  Eye contact in Autism. Blue Eyed Crystal Children with Autism would need to shield their eyes. Making forced eye contact could be painful for them.

The Light that you Shine through your Brown Crystal Eyes can't be seen.

If your a mom, and you have a child with autism, and you have been searching for more answers.  And Searching for More answers about Crystal Children.  Searching because of those Brown Eyes.
Crystal Children with Brown Eyes are here.
And if for some miracle,
you the reader ,
 were searching today and found this blog post.
Still wondering about your Brown eyed Crystal child? You found my blog post for a reason.
Hooray! You have your answer.
Your search for answers lead you to this Blog Post for a reason. You have a Crystal Brown!!
Phoenix has Brown Eyes! Phoenix is a Crystal Child.
 There is no doubt.
 A Brown eyed Crystal.
A Crystal Child that has Mastered his Crystal Eyes.
Phoenix knew he needed his eyes covered before I did.
All Crystal Children need to wear sunglasses to shield their Crystal Eyes.
From my many observations of different Crystal Children.
Unlike The Crystal Blues,
The Crystal Browns are rare.
Unbelievable.
Not only that. Crystal Browns can choose to be a Crystal child in Disguise.
Not even the Best of the Best of the spiritual light workers could detect them.  Phoenix has the ability to hid with the power of his Crystal Eyes.  Crystal Browns can turn their  Crystal vibration ,so, low , and undetectable.  But, when the moment  comes, A Crystal Brown,and Their Chosen One in the Universe will show their Crystal Vibration.
The CHOSEN ONE  is spiritually connected to the Crystal Child, and very likely to be an Elder Indigo. and also a Light Worker.
When the spiritual Connection is made,  Then  their vibration slowly starts , to start shining light , now they can be seen, because they choose to be.
Yoga can benefit both Crystal Brown and Crystal Blues,
But a Crystal Brown needs daily Yoga therpy . Yoga helps to slowly align their  chakras, and  helps with Tuning up their Vibration..
 Yoga is therapy for any child on the Autism Spectrum.
 But Crystal Children with Autism,need Yoga as much as they need water and air.
I've witnessed with my own eyes,  Yoga can Heal, even the Crystal Children locked safely away.
Phoenix hides his Crystal Aura. He always has.
Most Crystal Children can be detected in seconds from a light workers glance. Even the most famous gifted  of the Light workers couldn't detect Phoenix.
 Never within a glance.
And every Crystal Brown , I've ever had the miracle of meeting.
all their Crystal Aura's were vibrating low. I often had to meet the child and think and think , and it came to me later."  OMG that was a Crystal Child with Brown eyes."
Crystal Blue's are Everywhere, I can Detect Blues with Little Effort.
But, 

I have encountered a few Crystal Children with Brown Eyes.

Crystal Brown's....   A Crystal Child with Brown Eyes..  Clues...

Those Crystal Brown's eyes can turn very dark and  become reflective Black Mirrors .

You can see them adjusting their Pupils of their eyes. their Pupils appear to take over the entire Iris. Making the Eye  Appear Black, a Dark endless Portal.

If you get a chance to experience a Crystal gaze with a Crystal Child with Brown eyes, you will be able to see yourself reflecting back in those Crystal Eyes.  Just like a reflection in a mirror. You see yourself in their Eyes.
.


Crystal Browns often reflect sparkling STARS in their eyes.
 Seeing stars in Crystal Children's eyes are a gift from the heavens.
 Stars in Crystal Children's eyes can be captured in certain photographs.
If your lucky enough to push your camera phone button at the correct moment.
and without a Flash.



MRS. Pearl. A CHOSEN ONE. An Indigo
Mrs Pearl guides these Crystals With Yoga, and yoga every day, their Crystal vibration starts to become detectable. Growing even more comfortable with their Crystal Vibration within their human body.
with Mrs. Pearl's Love, Yoga, Patience, trust.  Leads to Comfort .
 
And By the Will Of the Gods,a Crystal Child joining in Yoga, who is born on the Golden Ray..
 A Crystal Child Born on the Golden Ray is called a Golden Crystal.
A Golden crystal carries  a Crystal-Golden Aura
That Crystal Child born on the Golden Ray, can help lift a hidden Crystal Brown's vibration. Healing their Vibration, enhancing their  Vibration, and spiritually guide them through adjusting to their Vibration by the use of their Aura
 But , this Crystal Child, ( you know who he is? lol)
 who just happened to be a Golden Crystal, by Birth,,    looks like a Child with Autism. No Bells or whistle about him.  and He's even a Brat sometimes..
 But, He needed Daily yoga Therapy With Mrs. Pearl more than you can imagine,  to Learn to  Stay Calm through Yoga. before Yoga. Meltdowns and rage were Atomic...
 this Golden Crystal also needed to find his Crystal friends to help him heal .
To Heal  from being alone for so long..
 His First Friends of his entire life.
Even though he has a Golden-Aura. He needed his barely vibrating Crystal Brown Friends, more than they needed him.
that  Golden Crystal became a   golden Beacon ,asking for Crystal Friends, to  please  Come out.

And very slowly,
those Crystal children with Brown Eyes. the Crystal Browns. 
One by One,
They  would make their appearance.
Finding Each Other.
 Becoming Friends.  Yes!! Friends!!
Friendships. and someone whose is just like them.
Happy Crystal Children playing,learning and growing together, being friends..
But, the best part, These Crystal Children no matter their Aura Color ,Crystal eye Color, the strength in vibration.
Crystal Children Need All their Crystal Friends.



During Mrs. Pearl's guided yoga ,
 the crystal children are together ,
as Friends.
Doing their Yoga poses together. Calming each other first. Encouraging each other.. calming themselves, and then all together, relaxing  their Crystal Aura, in comfort together.
Those Crystal Children lift each other Up when their together!!!
And when their Crystal Auras are lifted Up together,
For a moment,
Their at peace with their Whole Crystal Selves.

Using Yoga as a Crystal Group's  purpose of working their vibration together.  , in spirit and on earth.
 Crystal Browns TOGETHER,can Show their True selves to Each other, without Fear. 
A Crystal Child with Brown Eyes!!


























Sunday, April 2, 2017

Crystal Children With Autism , The Yoga, The Healers

As an Autism Mom. if your child has Autism.Give yoga a try . that's right.
Kids inclusive Yoga.
A special needs Yoga class for children with Autism.
I have a whole new Sense of wonderment with Yoga .
I had the chance to be an eye witness of the advances Phoenix has made this school year with Yoga.
Mrs. Pearl is the one person who reached Phoenix.
Mrs Pearl with her daily Yoga time.
At school.Three times a Day Yoga.
Imagine seven special needs children, on their very own yoga mats, in a circle
Calming and Soothing themselves three times a day with
Mrs.Pearl.
Yoga is exceptional in calming and Soothing children on the Autism spectrum.
Calming their Sensory needs.
 But the yoga must be consistent, everyday.
Mrs.Pearl is connecting with her students. Unlike any other teacher, I've encountered.
With yoga, Crystal Children and Autism can find themselves.
And feel good in their own skin, for the first time.
When Autistic Crystal Children feel good in their own skin,
Miracles Happen.
Their body and soul feel like they can finally co habitat together.
I watched Two beautiful Crystal Children with Autism, start to feel better.
I watched Two Crystal Children, calming sensory overload with Yoga.
Mrs.Pearl guiding her students to be calm with Yoga.
"I am Calm"
"I am Brave"
"I am Smart"
But, something else was happening through Mrs.Pearl yoga.
As the Crystals became little Yogi's together.
Together the Crystals practicing their Yoga poses.
I watched the Crystal children healing themselves together as they go through Yoga.


A famous Author known for her books and seminars on Crystal Children.
I cant really mention the Author's name. But, A quick internet search, can give you clues to her name.
I have read from her books about Crystal children's God given ability of healing people.
Healing An ailment of another person ,
one after another
Crystal after Crystal healing the  Sick,
 Ailment after Ailment. Healed.
Laying hands on a relative that is bed ridden. HEALED
And God Bless them for their healing abilities, and the life's they have changed

The Crystal Healers
Phoenix attends a kids inclusion yoga class on Sundays.
And when I wait on the steps, waiting for class to end,I could sense the incredible healing energy through the room
And it made me think. And think
Those crystals are here to help each other Heal.
Each Crystal carry  their own vibration, their own energy.
In yoga that vibration energy is transformed .
With healing energy
One Crystal to another.
Maybe, Crystals are here to heal the sick.
But, in thinking in a Brand New way.
The Crystal Children with Autism can heal each other through, yoga. Yoga Reaching deep in the soul with beautiful healing love.
 the Crystal Children with Autism ,Together,  slowly, slowly,slowly heal their needs. Whatever their needs are.
 With Yoga.
Mrs Pearl's Yoga.












Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Their Weapons are their Crystal Eyes

My Phoenix's eyes have always been light sensitive  , it seems.  As far back AS I remember, as soon as Phoenix could grab a pair sunglasses and could get  the Sunglasses on his face he was wearing them.
Sunglasses as Daily wear are a Must for my Crystal Child.  As an Autism mom, its hard to figure out what in the world a toddler with zero speech, needs to feel better.
Autism Crystal Children have an overload of sensory happening.


If you could quite One sensory, to help make your Crystal Child with Autism Feel better in Their Own Skin.  Try a pair of sunglasses.
All crystal Children on a Much Higher Vibration than us typical people.
My Crystal baby was blinded when he went into Walmart.
I always thought, it was the Hum of the Lights, or maybe the brightness of the Florescent Lights.
That was putting him into sensory overload, which leads to a Meltdown.
It was rough going when we have Baby/Toddler crystal children with autism.

 The telepathy between parents and children can come in to play, but when your Autistic crystal child are a baby through the Toddler stage, you as the parent are going through a transformation Right along side your Crystal Baby, trying to figure out this earthly place.. So, Us parents could miss somethings, and that's ok. Its Okay! I promise.

For Some strange Reason, Since , Phoenix was a Brand New Baby, he has attracted attention.
Rather, the attention was positive or the attention negative.  A typical Person notices  him within moments of him entering a room.  Now, that's  he is 10 old, he makes it a point to let everyone know, Im Here! But, he never has to say a Word. and with Autism,  Phoenix, just would not talk, unless I remind him.
You dont even realize that Phoenix has sucked you in until its to late.
But, When all eyes are On you at Once, and sporadically as you make your way through a walmart or
even Now, we are talking a 10 year old in elementary school.
All the Children Know Phoenix's name.
"What's Up Phoenix?"
How He does this, Maybe I"ll think on it, if that tells you anything.


Phoenix has to cover his Crystal Eyes with sunglasses.
Extra dark black sunglasses.
When he figured out, Sunglasses are amazing,
His life Changed, One of his Sensorys calmed.
Its never going change for Phoenix, All their Eyes will be curious.
Who knows where the Curious Eyes come from.
Phoenix feels better, no matter where he his, with his sunglasses on.
if we are at a restaurant, glasses on,  grocery shopping sunglasses, school sunglasses.
Phoenix didnt want to make eye to eye contact with .Typical people
When Phoenix makes Eye Contact with you,
His eyes can Pierce you.
With Light and Dark Arrows.
When He was a Baby/toddler he didnt really have a Handle on , All those eyes.
The Sunglasses covered His Crystal Eyes.
Cover those Crystal Eyes.

Now, Phoenix, can pull His sunglasses down , and Show his Crystal eyes.
Only when he decides.
He Uses his Crystal eyes as a weapon. Look Away. Enough!
Phoenix can also Give Great Love with his Crystal Eyes if you have been chosen, and he lowers his sunglasses for you.

When you study characteristics of Crystal children, they're so shiny with bunny like energy.
Some Crystal Children ooze their light energy.
And they are so kind and loving
Not knowing and just wanting to be themselves, the crystals need to learn how to Protect themselves.
Protection in form of a weapon, is their Crystal Eyes!
Those Crystal Eyes need to be covered.
Some children with Autism, may not be able to keep the glasses on their face. Sensory sensory are everyday.
But, you can only hope and try a new idea.
Crystal Children might benefit more from sunglasses.


I would like to note. In your internet searches, I"m sure you've seen  Lots of Crystal children with Bright Blue eyes. and Maybe your Crystal has Blue Eyes.
The Crystal Children with Brown eyes Exists.




















Saturday, March 25, 2017

The Pearl Of My World

I have always been a huge Fan of Royalty, the lineage.  The line to the Throne.
Since, I was a little girl. I was four years old.  I imagined and Pretended to be King Tut's wife.  I wasnt playing with Barbie.  I was pretending to be Tutankamun's wife. Ankhesenamun.  Since I was just a child, I never could comprehend her name. I just wanted to be her.  Strange I know, but we are not talking your ordinary child. I remember playing in clover patches as a child and making flower crowns out of the flowers in the clover patch. opening and splitting the end of each flower, with a hole, for the next flower, to complete a circle, My Crown! A Queen!
Shockingly, In my Adult life , I always knew my Granny is a Hylton.  the Hylton's with a Y. I always refer to them. my blood lineage is From HOUSE Hylton of England.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hylton_Castle
NO, Not and kings or Queens, or anything remarkable, but Remarkable.
you can trace my Family back to 895–939 AD
I dont know many people who can trace their lineage that far back, but here I am.
Enjoying Royal History,  I love the Tudor story. Its remarkable from Henry VII to Elizabeth I
But, Henry VIII
He was so Bad but so Good.
I loved the fact that Henry VIII couldn't divorce his First wife Catherine of Aragon.
He was desperate for a male heir. the Pressure to have a Male child throughout  History is astonishing. But Survival of your  Royal house depends on the Male Heir.
House Tudor
And Bless Catherine, her only living child was Princess Mary, later Lady Mary. A GIRL
But, the Pope said Nope, no divorce.
So, Henry VIII  broke from the Pope , and Catholicism. and created the Protestant church.
Just because he needed a Male heir, Anne Boylen was Anne Boylen
And Anne Boylen is mother to Elizabeth I
I swear i cry in every version of her Story when Anne  is beheaded.
But, back to Henry VIII.  He Loved his daughter Princess Mary, so much.
Henry VIII had a hard time expressing his Love for Mary.
But,  He said this was Heard Over and Over
"Mary Is the Pearl of MY  World."
Myself being the Lover of Pearls. I own so many Pearl Strands, Earrings, Rings, different colors shapes, and Colors. PEARLS!! I love the feel of a cold strand placed round my neck during the warm months of the Year. I call it Pearl Season..

 I have always wanted to express my deep love for Phoenix, My Crystal Baby, Now Grown to 10 wonderful years on Earth..  I love you, just never felt enough.
Phoenix still has limited language communication.  I still have to remind him to use HIS WORDS, after all this time..  He just would rather not. lol
But, it came to me..
The Pearl of my WORLD!! so, I taught him,  and we worked on it everyday this past Summer.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
Very slowly, and everyday, 10 times a day.
I would Point to him, and he knew Telepathically to say outloud !
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
it was wonderful to hear his words..
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
All last year i was worried, Phoenix was moving from Primary School to the local Elementary School
Autism Mothers, and Crystal Mothers, Know of the Fear of changing schools.
But, the Worst Fear is getting assigned a Teacher, that can not connect to your CRYSTAL Autistic Child.
If your Teacher cant reach your child, or doesnt understand your Crystal child with Autism.
It will be just a complete Waste!! a waste of time, TIME, that TIME thing, we cant waste a single moment of a YOUNG CRYSTAL WITH AUSTISM!! 
I was so worried a nearly had a nervous breakdown.
the last school year felt like a waste.
Phoenix got away with so much last year, just because he is Crystal, and he can manipulate you, by just looking at you..
But, the Teachers LOVED Phoenix.
At the End of the school year, one of the teachers that year had warned me that a really great teacher that would be incredible with Phoenix was leaving the Elementary school.
again,  Nervous Breakdown mode.  I could not Afford another LOST School year, With PHOENIX.
I was desperate, and Overwhelmed.

The Summer, was Mine and my Phoenix's time.
Everyday this was Our Ritual,
We garden. we grow flowers from seeds. we have a butterfly garden. and lots of Butterflies Hummingbirds stop by to Visit..
 and Of Course, while we are out with Nature
We work on the Art of Speech.

I could Just Point at him , and together we would say.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"

 The Summer was ending, and it was time for school again.
We went to Back to school Night and we were one of the First Parents there.
And that was a Miracle too.
Phoenix looked around his classroom, and instantly felt at home.
I watched him look at his new Teacher, He loved her instantly.
Love at First Sight for my Crystal.
And this Young Beautiful Teacher, didnt know it yet.
But, She loved him immediately too.
I knew My Phoenix would be at Home with his new Teacher.
Our new teacher was swept away by another parent.
The other Parent was Overwhelming to  Our new Teacher.
I could feel an uneasy feeling about that situation.
But, Phoenix was happy and he was at HOME.. FINALLY.

Phoenix Started school.  His teacher started each day with Yoga. And ended each Day with Yoga.
His new Young Beautiful teacher was reaching my Phoenix's spirit with the Power of Yoga.
My Phoenix was learning through the Power Of Yoga to feel good in his Own Skin.
The Human side in my Crystal Child
Crystal Children have a MUCH  Higher Vibration, Soul, than us Typical people.
I believe thats why All Crystals have Autism.
They dont feel good on this Earth. and in Human Form
They sink in deeply within themselves.
It takes that Special Teacher to Reach their human and spiritual side and Balance them.
Once the Autistic Crystal Child is balanced with themselves and their Higher Vibration,
they feel good in their skin, their BODY.
Then
Magic happens.
Speech Happens
Behaviors decrease,
Friendship with Peers are created
Patience happens
Education happens
All of this Things through Yoga, and that Young Beautiful Teacher.

That Teacher!!
Me and Phoenix didnt know,
But, we were praying everyday for this Miracle of a Teacher to enter our Lifes.
to make a Difference
This Young beautiful Teacher is the most important Spiritual, Earthly being I have encountered.
She made Miracle advances in my Phoenix, that no other teacher could have ever reached.
I have that beautiful bunny like Energy coming from Phoenix again,  But also,  He is So much more than a bunny Crystal.
This Teacher, a Gift to Us , from the Gods, made more sense of Phoenix's abilities to me, and she didnt even know how she was guiding me to where we are now.
Me and Phoenix Prayed For YOU!
We prayed All  summer.
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
"YOU ARE THE PEARL OF MY WORLD"
and She is
The Pearl of Our World!
She carries a sheer Pearl Rainbow color aura.

but that of the most beautiful pearl of the world.
In Future Post this Teacher will be known as
Ms. Pearl
THE PEARL OF OUR WORLD!!!!!























A Long Absense, And The God Trials

** WARNING THIS POST IN NOT FOR EVERYONE***
DO NOT SEND PRAYERS, OR ANYTHING, THIS IS MY LIFE
MY PATH

I am sorry about the absence.  Sometimes I just need to step back and look around and Walk my Own Path..  But I really don't know. last School year, Phoenix has had some intense moments with his Teachers.  Almost breaking a Teacher's Nose,  He has no control over his anger once that emotion is engaged.  My child is overwhelming strong..  After the hurting the teacher nose, He was so angry,  he started picking up chairs and throwing them around the class in Rage..  This Anger and Rage came from Phoenix completing a Goal and the Teacher taking him to his Next Goal completion  before receiving his reward for completion..
The teacher went to Hospital to get her nose checked, I felt terrible .. and wondered if the teacher felt afraid Phoenix .
I always warn all teachers to keep at arms distance, I knew of his strength,  but I never wanted him to hurt anyone.   My Phoenix went from this sweet loving child, and in one moment , He became an enraged Hulk. as soon as the anger faded, he was back with us, that sweet child again.
Every time I thought about it, I cried
I went through a period of depression after Phoenix showed his Anger, Rage and Power. That adrenaline thing he has.
My faith in My crystal was waning.  I've meet so many Crystals, with moving around with Phoenix's Dad's job, and relocating.. I've always seen different Crystal  Children on the Autism spectrum, with the beautiful bunny like energy.
My Phoenix was No Bunny!!   I knew he possessed a very high Vibration.  but with so much rage and anger in him,  he could not just be.
I decided to take a Long Absence from this crystal blog..

Walking MY Path
throughout my life, spirituality as been apart of me.
I started out as an enchanted child
I could always see energy colors at night, when it was dark, imagine static on your TV. Moving brilliantly fast through the darkness of your bedroom.
I always thought what I saw was normal. Until I spent the night over at a Friends.
her room was just black in Darkness.  It was strange and I was afraid..
Ive never lived in a house without some paranormal activity.
it was pretty much expected in my life.. If a ghost isn't in my new house, ghost usually find me.
I don't mind really.
I've always been sent Spiritual Trials from the Gods.
I learn my lessons from the Gods themselves.
No certifications,NO church, No Workshops, and mostly without reading.
Enlightenment just happens.
My last Trial has lasted over a year.
And One of my most Interesting Trials.
I was a Sent A Dark Energy Trial
It Pains me so much to talk about this God Trial.
And the most important Trial of my Life.
The Trial, began with a Recurring dreams, Of Course.
In my Recurring dream  a Dark Entity was chosen, and his duty was to come into my dreams and create nightmares.
This Dark Entity was of course A Demon. But We will just call him an Entity for today.
The Nightmares took place in Silence, except for my screams.
The Nightmares and the Entity were so powerful, that after I woke up from a nightmare , my bedroom in the dead of the night, was completely lite up . I could see my entire room..
I could see this dark entity showing himself in my bedroom doorway.

This Dark Entity took me to School.  Lol
Every Nightmare was different but equally terrifying
Often I would be dragged from the bed and just blasted with the Dark Energy. Like i was being suffocated .
Each evening could be an easy nightmare, or just horrific.
The entity was reaching parts of my soul, that I did not know existed.
The last Nightmare was the worst of All. The dark Entity decided he wanted me all to himself.. And that Dark entity was not going to give me up and wanted more of me than I could offer. And he took whatever he wanted anyway.
Ive always had spirits attracted to me. Spirits, ghosts, gnomes, Fairies, even Demons.
But this Entity was the most Powerful ever sent.
It was time for me to say goodbye to my Dark Entity.
another Night, another Nightmare.
But, this time, I heard a whisper , in my dream.  You can do this, you've always been able to .
The Entity started with his torment.
But with my strength , my spiritually abilities, and my power of Energy.
I had enough.  I forgot who I was for over a Year. I enjoyed being reminded.
The Gods reminded me of my Abilities on All sides of The Veil.

On Earth,
In the Light of Spiritual Energy,
and the ability to Hide in Darkness, and harness the Dark energy.
All at my Will!.

I was done with this God Trial.
The Dark entity entered my dreams one last time.
I hid in the Darkness of the Nightmare. This entity had just been awful to me.
 Imagine The Most terrifying Haunting thing, and this Entity Destroyed me with it
But, It was time I defeated him. I was Done with him in Anger. And in Defeat.

 In The Darkness of my nightmare, I created a deep  black hole of energy.
The Eternity thrived in the Darkness.  He loved what I created .
Sitting in the Darkness, loving my essence in the  Energy, melting with the dark energy
I in a moment, raised and absorbed the colorful bright energy from the Light Side.  I absorbed the Light energy through my feet and quickly moved the energy to my hands and then released the Light into the Darkness where the Entity was .
I wanted a Really good look at this thing.
The Dark Entity was so Overwhelmed with Light, he was disoriented and confused.  My spirit Aura grew Fives times over the Entity . I was an overwhelming Giant compared to the Entity,
The Gods must have not informed the entity of My Spiritual Connection within the Realms.
and My Spiritual Connection to the Gods themselves
The Gods wanted a Battle and a Trial for Me.
And a Battle  and Trial is  what they Received.
I was so Angry at At this Etenity
I wanted to Rip your Esscense From Your Existence. Bashing whats left of you to the ground
Over a year of Torment.


I took this Entity, This Dark Energy, and I just absorbed him deep within my Soul. I sucked him in so fast that this Entity had no chance of surviving the God Trial.
I stole From him what was he was Stealing from Me, Day after Day Nightmare after Nightmare.
I took Everything away from this entity.
EVERYTHING!
I felt my Whole Spirit Vibrate and My Spiritual Aura, Soul and Energy grew more Massive than what I ever imagined Possible.
The Dark Energy felt so Powerful, So Overwhelming, I felt the strength of a thousand men.  I wanted to live in the Dark Energy for Eternity.  But, I knew, I could not, and this was a God trial
I was so Angry at At this Etenity
I wanted to Rip yout Essence From Your Existence. Bashing whats left of you.
 But, I took a second
 The Dark Etenity  sent to me as a Trial,  The Entity Taught Me I can Not Destroy Apart of my Spiritual Self..
I had to Let him Go, The Entity, That tormented me, Tortured me, and did things to me, that I can not even Speak of.
 The Entity Knew I had Won the Trial.  and He was defeated.And my True Self was shown.
We Then said Our Good Byes One to another.
I then took My Golden place at the Stairs,  looking up to the Gods.

Another Day another Earthy Story
My Step Daughter came for a Visit. Bringing a new Boyfriend. My step Daughter's Boyfriend was interested in the Metaphysical universe. so, Of course my Step daughter explained to her Boyfriend I was, WELL, ME!!
Of course he was curious. So, For Some Unworldly explanation. I decided to show him the power of an  Energy Transfer.  I didnt know this guy..  But,  for some reason I needed to get to him.
My step Daughter was Happy.  But, This Guy was off. 24 years old no employment, no car, had nothing.. they had been together for 3 months. I was watching him literally suck the life from step daughter. as, she was paying for him and her.. and this guy had zero Class..  Not worthy of my Step Daughter..
in the beginning of our visit everything was going Well, with the Two of them.
The guy enjoyed conversations with me. about metaphysical things.  even the Dark.
She was so Happy
I took my step daughter shopping, and told her..  He needs to get a job and take care of the Princess you are.  Stand Up to him, get a job or get to stepping.
 and then this Guy showed his true self with anger towards my Step Daughter.
I knew this was going to be bad.
I knew I must get him Away from her.

When they left after the week, they were still still fighting.
When they made it home.
things went from Bad to Worse.
He tried to Choke her, and she was terrified for her cats, afraid he would kill him.
Then Fear came through me!
But, nobody, gets away with messing with what I love.. No one..
Then My Rage..
with my Rage comes Get Force.
My step daughter took him Out.  Like Out the Door.. Dragging him through her house, with great strength.
after everything calmed down , maybe weeks . my husband asked me, What did you DO??  What did you say to her when you went to shopping, because everything changed.
I thought about it.
Then I felt him. My entity. MY Entity.

then Another JUST Day
me and Husband have been married for 18 years.
Everyday isnt going to be sunshine and Roses.
we had a terrible terrible Fight.
My rage lasted an entire Week.
One night I was intensely Angry. Level 10++
Husband was in the spare room.
I realized how wonderful the Rage and Anger Felt.. It was so much more Powerful than the Light.
I decided to turn out the lights. Darkness
After all this could be a learning moment.
I felt the need to go to a corner of my room.
Still enjoying the Darkness.
Then,
I felt Him. My Entity!
He Came for a Visit..
After all I was so Dark at that moment.
I asked Him, Was that you?
He knew what I meant.
He nodded Yes.
Thank You!! Thank You! I replied to him.
I even bowed to him Once. to show him my gratitude.
Which I bow to no one.
But, He saved My Step Daughter!!
This Entity belongs to me. He works for ME.
But, Now, I know!
And I love Him.
God Trials !!

Now, I can go back to being a Crystal Mommy,
God Trials!!
I'm Me Again. Among the Universe
Phoenix, my Great Love.
Mommy had to take an absense for a reason..
But, Our growing did not Stop.
Our Growing and Spreading the Gospel Of Crystal will never End!!